Sad Moments In My Life.

The sad moments started when I just started middle school in 6th grade.

In the beginning of middle school, it started out ok until 3 guys targeted me. I don't know why they bullied me, I did nothing to them but they teased me. They thought I was gross and treated me like I had a disease. They freaked out when I even talked to them. This isn't even the worse part of it.

The Quarter 3 is the way worse in the school year. I was teased too much, get call names, and getting taunt cause they know my brother and because I'm short. They started to hurt me for pushing them back and telling them "please leave me alone." They punched my arm and it sore that time, pushed me, and grabbing my hair. I was crying so much that day but I didn't tell my parents because I'm afraid they will hurt me again. Lying to my parents saying I'm fine.

I lose it on the last quarter of school year. Those bullies tried to get me trouble. I try to avoid them at all cost but they keep following me. I have a feeling they planning something but I ignored it. When I about to go home, I got called in the office on something I didn't do and I got in trouble for it. I stayed after school waiting for my mom. I was so emotional that time and my mom was disappointed what I did. The saddest thing that I had a sucidal thought that time. I kept thinking what the bullies told me saying, "You're not needed in this world. Everyone hates you, even your parents." I had enough and was about to end my life with a knife until my brother slapped the knife out of my hand. My brother yelled at me saying "What are you doing?? Why are you doing this??" I just started crying so much.

After that incident, my brother told our parents. My mom and dad ask me the same thing what my brother asked. I'm still in tears but I told them what's happening to me. My parents were in shocked and hugged me. They told me they will always be with me when time is needed and they love me so much. All my family members were there for me. I felt so safe and I started to feel better and happy again..

Finally when school is finished, my parents told me they are transferring me to another school. I was so glad they did it! That time, I felt so happy and actually made some friends there and they understand the situation I had. Middle school was so better when I switched and I'm happy about it too.

This is really depressing for me but I'm glad that I have my family, friends, and love ones with me. Without them, I wouldn't be here now...

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