Started from a friend request I saw on facebook that day With a profile photo that looks pretty, makes me a little hesitant. Is that your real face? Or just a photo you took from google like most fake accounts After a few days, I received the friend request. Then I can see the content of the timeline filled with touching status about love words and even funny words. Made me smile and almost in disbelief. This beautiful girl, rarely has any amazing thoughts like you There is no word 'thank you' confirmation or anything like that Even you seem indifferent to see we have become friends now Curious, that morning I sent Hi message.] Write me. Soon you reply, LYaJ For a moment I'm confused what to say. Because I'm not a person who likes to chat in the inbox with 'new friends who are still strange Usually, the girls who ask first Late night can not chat? I'm busy in the afternoon.] Write me finally. Because after graduating college, I did go straight to work in the father's shop Not a tough job, just to sit and supervise the employees. While administrative issues and others are still held by the father.
☆Berawal dari permintaan pertemanan yang kulihat di facebook hari itu Dengan foto profile yang terlihat cantik, membuatku sedikit ragu.Apa itu wajah aslimu?Atau hanya sekedar foto kau ambil dari google seperti kebanyakan akun palsu Setelah beberapa hari, aku menerima permintaan pertemanan itu.Lalu dapat kulihat isi timeline yang dipenuhi status menyentuh tentang kata- kata cinta bahkan kata-kata lucu.Membuatku tersenyum dan hampir tak percaya.Gadis secantik ini, jarang sekali punya pemikiran mengagumkan sepertimu Tak ada kata 'terimakasih konfirmasinya atau yang semacamnya itu Bahkan sepertinya kau tak acuh melihat kita sudah menjadi teman sekarang Penasaran, pagi itu aku mengirimkan pesan Hai.] Tulisku.Tak lama kau membalas, LYaJ Sejenak aku bingung harus mengatakan apa.Karena aku memang bukan orang yang suka chat di inbox dengan 'teman baru yang masih asing Biasanya, gadis-gadis itu yang bertanya lebih dulu Nanti malam bisa chat nggak?Kalo siang aku sibuk.] Tulisku akhirnya.Karena setelah lulus kuliah, aku memang langsung bekerja di toko ayah Bukan pekerjaan yang berat, hanya sebatas duduk dan mengawasi para karyawan.Sementara masalah administrasi dan yang lainnya masih dipegang oleh ayah.
I'm not online until night, you answer Why?] A lot of fucking guys who like nginbox macem-macem There's a smile on my lips when reading it. Somehow my stance makes me like you even more. okay, I say shortly. And that's the end of our chat on the first day Every day, my timeline is full of status from you. And also photos. Yes, you are one of the narcissistic girls on facebook. Unfortunately, you're beautiful, so there's not a single bad word that goes to pretty comments] praise me once. [Thanks. Have a boyfriend?) I was also wondering why I could ask directly like that. Embarrassing. Hmm.] You did not answer, and to me that was enough as a sign that you already have a lover. A little disappointed indeed, but I tried not to care. Who am I? Even we do not talk to each other But, since your reply like that, I so often check the comment column in every status and your photos. Busy guessing maybe among the dozens of praise comments there you are more affectionate. But it was not, all the same.
######☆☆Aku nggak online sampai malam, jawabmu Kenapa?] Banyak cowok brengsek yang suka nginbox macem-macem Ada senyum tersungging di bibirku saat membacanya. Entah kenapa sikap tega smu membuatku semakin menyukaimu. oke, sahutku singkat. Dan itu jadi akhir chat kita di hari pertama Setiap hari, timeline-ku penuh terisi status darimu. Dan juga foto. Ya, kau memang salah satu gadis narsis yang ada di facebook. Sayangnya, kau cantik, jadi tidak ada satupun kata buruk yang menghampiri komentar Cantik] pujiku suatu kali. [Makasih. Punya pacar?) Aku juga heran kenapa bisa bertanya langsung seperti itu. Memalukan. Hmm.] Kau tak menjawab, dan bagiku itu cukup sebagai tanda kau memang sudah punya kekasih. Sedikit kecewa memang, tapi aku berusaha tak peduli. Memangnya siapa aku? Bahkan kita tak saling bicara Tapi, semenjak jawabanmu yang seperti itu, aku jadi sering mengecek kolom komentar di setiap status dan fotomu. Sibuk mengira-ngira mungkin di antara puluhan komentar pujian itu ada yang kau balas lebih mesra. Tapi ternyata tidak, semua sama.
Ten months on, I feel more like you without saying it. Sometimes I upload photos just to catch your attention. And when you comment, it creates a big smile on my lips. I fall in love? I do not know, maybe yes. But I just broke up from someone recently. So I figured I'd better not decide to fall in love anymore. Until finally one day, I can open an interesting conversation, for you. It's about traveling. You are very enthusiastic about responding. It turns out you're different. Not just your face that looks beautiful and your thoughts are so interesting. You even like the stuff of adventure even if it's only your imagination. Due to the fact you are just a girl who is cooped up in the house From there we start to chat every day. Telling anything that comes to mind is peppered with silly jokes. You tell me more than I do. But I like it a lot. You made my day more interesting with the story And I, falling in love One day, I asked you Hey, I want a story.] What?] I'm in love.] Oh yes? With whom? your voice. But somehow, at that moment I felt you were smiling because you already know the answer. I know you're so clever
☆☆☆Bulan berganti, aku merasa semakin menyukaimu tanpa mengatakannya. Kadang aku mengupload foto hanya untuk menarik perhatianmu. Dan saat kau memberi komentar, itu menciptakan senyum lebar di bibirku. Aku jatuh cinta? Entahlah, mungkin iya. Tapi aku baru putus dari seseorang belum lama ini. Jadi kupikir lebih baik aku memang tidak terlalu cepat memutuskan untuk jatuh cinta lagi. Hingga akhirnya suatu hari, aku bisa membuka percakapan yang menarik, bagimu. Itu tentang traveling. Kau sangat antusias menanggapinya. Ternyata kau memang berbeda. Bukan hanya wajahmu yang terlihat cantik dan pemikiranmu yang sedemikian menarik. Kau bahkan suka hal-hal berbau petualangan meski itu hanya sebatas imajinasimu. Karena kenyataannya kau hanya seorang anak gadis yang terkurung di rumah Dari situ kita mulai chat setiap hari. Menceritakan apapun yang terlintas di pikiran dibumbui dengan canda konyol. Kau lebih banyak bercerita dibanding aku. Tapi aku sangat menyukainya. Kau membuat hariku lebih menarik dengan cerita Dan aku, jatuh cinta Suatu hari, aku bertanya padamu Hei, aku mau cerita.] Apa?] Aku jatuh cinta.] oh ya? Sama siapa? tanyamu. Tapi entah kenapa, saat itu aku merasa kau sedang tersenyum karena sudah tau jawabannya. Aku tau kau memang sepintar itu.
let me tell him over the phone.] Answer me. Then I kicked the phone number. I expressed love to her over the phone. I heard her voice a little nervous, but there was a small laugh that adorned every word. Though he says ask for a few days to think, but somehow I can guess the answer. He also likes me. Days are changing. We've officially become a pair of Happy lovers? Certainly. Almost every night before bedtime I think about you. Things that never happened before even though I have been dating several times. You can make me fall in love every day. And this feeling is so great Then when we start to remember the memories of the past, I ask Where do you know me to send a friend request? I saw you a few months before sending a friend request, you answer. Oh, yes? From where?] From the moment I saw you changed the status of the singles to go out.] I paused. That means the first time you saw me when I announced the status of courtship on facebook with a girl who has now become a former. I know that girl is in your friendlist. Because when you send a friend request, I see you as a mutual friend of him.
☆☆☆☆biar aku bilang ke dia lewat telepon.] Jawabku. Lalu kutelkan nomor teleponnya. Aku menyatakan cinta padanya lewat telepon. Kudengar suaranya sedikit gugup, tapi ada tawa kecil yang menghiasi setiap kata-katanya. Walaupun dia bilang minta beberapa hari untuk berpikir, tapi entah kenapa aku sudah bisa menebak jawabannya. Dia juga menyukaiku. Hari-hari berganti. Kita sudah resmi menjadi sepasang kekasih Bahagia? Pasti. Hampir setiap malam sebelum menjelang tidur aku memikirkanmu. Hal yang belum pernah terjadi sebelumnya walau aku telah beberapa kali berpacaran. Kamu bisa membuatku jatuh cinta setiap hari. Dan perasaan ini begitu hebat Lalu saat kita mulai mengingat-ingat kenangan yang lalu, aku bertanya Darimana kau tahu aku hingga mengirimkan permintaan pertemanan? Aku melihatmu beberapa bulan jauh sebelum mengirim permintaan pertemanan, jawabmu. Oh ya? Dari mana?] Dari sejak aku ngeliat kalian mengubah status singel jadi pacaran.] Aku terdiam. Itu artinya pertama kali kau melihatku saat aku mengumumkan status pacaran di facebook dengan gadis yang sekarang telah menjadi mantan. Aku tahu gadis itu ada dalam friendlist-mu. Karena saat kau mengirim permintaan pertemanan, aku melihatmu sebagai mutual friend darinya.
friend from him I like you then. From the moment you first saw your photograph sitting on a motorcycle in a blue shirt. But at that moment, the picture was side by side with my friend's photo, haha.] Yes, we were just dating back then.] Maybe this is evil, but I'm waiting for you to break up at that moment. And even more wicked, there is a sense of fun when you see you start a fight. Sorry.] You confess Why apologize? We broke up not because of your fault. In fact we have not known each other. You send a friend request also after I broke up with him.] I do not want to be a vandal of people's relationship. So I'm just waiting You know what makes us feel valuable?] I smile, Isaat we know there is someone we do not know, waiting with sincere heart Yes, that time all I did was just waiting. Then it attracts you to my own way.] I fall in love with the way you make me fall in love.] I feel we were smiling at each other at that moment. Loh yes, may I ask something?) He asked. Yes] Why did you break up? I see his status is full of sadness, and rich you are a dozen?)
☆☆☆☆☆friend darinya Aku menyukaimu saat itu. Sejak pertama kali melihat fotomu duduk di atas motor dengan baju berwarna biru. Tapi saat itu, foto itu bersanding dengan foto temanku, haha.] Ya, kami baru saja pacaran saat itu.] IMungkin ini jahat, tapi aku menunggu kalian putus saat itu. Dan lebih jahatnya lagi, ada rasa senang saat melihat kalian mulai bertengkar. Maaf.] Kau mengaku Kenapa minta maaf? Kami putus bukan karena salahmu. Bahkan kita sama sekali belum saling mengenal. Kamu kirim permintaan pertemanan juga setelah aku putus sama dia.] Aku nggak mau jadi perusak hubungan orang. Karena itu aku hanya menunggu Kamu tau apa yang membuat kita merasa berharga?] Aku tersenyum, Isaat kita tau ada seseorang yang tidak kita kenal, menunggu dengan setulus hat Ya, waktu itu yang aku lakukan memang cuma menunggu. Lalu membuatmu tertarik dengan caraku sendiri.] Aku jatuh cinta pada caramu membuatku jatuh cinta.] Aku merasa kami sedang saling tersenyum saat itu. Loh ya, boleh aku tanya sesuatu?) tanyanya. Ya] Kenapa kalian putus? Aku liat status-status dia penuh kesedihan, dan kayanya kamu yang putusin?)
I took a breath, [Maybe we did not. He's too jealous until I feel I can not breath.] Ohh] he replied. [Several times he calls you a player.] I know. It's up to him and people to think badly about me Every day we fight because of trivial things. Then I thought, this kind of relationship, what can be continued? Without trust. Yet that's the most important Yes, that's right.] I hope our relationship will be well dying Yes, of course. But first of all, you have to remove and block all girls who like flirtatious comments on your photos. Trus love his fb password to me!] Oops! Ha ha ha! Finally we laughed. Then I write status. Do not force a person to change for you, because when you can really make him fall in love, he who will change himself is even more perfect than what you ask. Then I saw his comment. Even a player can turn into the most loyal figure when he has found his true love. A few moments later feel hungry and out of the office. That's when I just realized, that almost all employees are busy with their respective hape because they feel unattended.
☆☆☆☆☆☆Aku menarik napas, [Mungkin kami memang nggak cocok. Dia terlalu cemburu sampe-sampe aku ngerasa nggak bisa napas.] Ohh] dia menyahut. [Beberapa kali dia menyebutmu player.] Aku tau. Terserah jika dia dan orang-orang berpikir buruk tentangku Setiap hari kami bertengkar karena hal sepele. Lalu aku berpikir, hubungan seperti ini, apa bisa diteruskan? Tanpa rasa percaya. Padahal itu yang paling penting Ya, itu benar.] Aku harap hubungan kita akan baik-baik ajal Ya, tentu saja. Tapi pertama-tama, kamu harus remove dan blok semua cewek yang suka komen genit di foto kamu. Trus kasih password fb nya ke aku!] Ups! Hahaha! Akhirnya kami tertawa. Lalu aku menulis status. Jangan memaksa mengubah seseorang menjadi lebih baik untukmu, karena saat kau benar-benar bisa membuatnya jatuh cinta, dia yang akan mengubah dirinya sendiri bahkan jauh lebih sempurna dari apa yang kamu pinta. Kemudian kulihat komentarnya. Bahkan seorang player pun bisa berubah menjadi sosok paling setia saat dia telah menemukan cinta sejatinya. Beberapa saat kemudian merasa lapar dan keluar dari ruangan kerja. Saat itulah aku baru menyadari, bahwa hampir semua karyawan sedang sibuk dengan hape masing-masing karena merasa tak diawasi.
Patrick! "Dad glares annoyed.a spend all day with chats, weirdly we never run out of conversation.When talking about love starts boring, we turn to funny things, then to serious things like politics, and our thoughts about movies, music, stars, aliens, and the like.You are the most enjoyable chat buddies ever, more than that, you're the perfect lover.Often we talk on the phone and in the vicall Every now and then you talk to my mom, and sometimes my sister secretly calls you after kumarahi The kid is very happy to complain to you, and of course you defend him, because you do not yet know how his spouse is, until one day I write the status I specifically refer to you When a man begins to seriously undergo a relationship he does not think to give dolls , brown, or flower But his last name And I wrote my last name on your name Yes, I started thinking seriously about you I feel I have found it's something called soul mate, and it's you. I want to marry you. With a happy laugh you say agree. That day I like flying into space After that, my day is filled with images of our future. When we live in the same house, sleep in the same bed, and raise the children together
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Ayah melotot kesal. a menghabiskan waktu seharian dengan chat. Anehnya kita tidak pernah kehabisan bahan pembicaraan. Ketika membicarakan cinta mulai membosankan, kita beralih ke hal-hal lucu, lalu ke hal serius seperti politik, dan pemikiran kita mengenai film, musik, bintang, alien, dan semacamnya. Kamu adalah teman chatting paling menyenangkan yang pernah ada. Lebih dari itu, kau kekasih yang sempurna. Seringkali kita bicara di telepon dan vicall. Sesekali kau bicara pada ibuku, dan kadang adik perempuanku diam-diam meneleponmu setelah kumarahi Anak itu memang senang sekali mengadu padamu. Dan tentu saja kau membelanya, karena kau belum tahu betapa manjanya dia. Hingga suatu hari aku menulis status yang khusus kutujukan untukmu Ketika seorang laki-laki mulai serius menjalani hubungan, dia tidak berpikir untuk memberi boneka, coklat, atau bunga. Tapi nama belakangnya Dan kutulis nama belakangku pada namamu. Ya, aku mulai berpikir serius tentangmu. Aku merasa telah menemukan sesuatu yang disebut belahan jiwa, dan itu kamu. Aku ingin menikahimu. Dengan tawa bahagia kau bilang setuju. Hari itu aku seperti terbang ke angkasa Setelah itu, hari hariku dipenuhi dengan bayangan tentang masa depan kita. Saat kita tinggal di dalam rumah yang sama, tidur di satu ranjang yang sama, dan membesarkan anak-anak bersama
Does not that sound like a real heaven? After that, I started to prepare. Prepare everything for a wedding we start planning. In fact we have decided when the year I set up savings for us. Every month I even ask for more wages than I should have on my father. Sometimes my father is a little nagging considering what I'm doing is just concentrating on the phone until sometimes forget the employees It's just that he understands. Until it arrives one day before my departure to your city. You called. Not to convey a sense of happiness or an impatience to wait, but to say the very thing I do not want to hear you say, your parents disagree. They do not want my arrival. Even I was not given the chance to ask for blessings When I asked why? Finally you confess the thing you've been hiding. That you have been arranged before we know each other. Shake? Certainly. Feels like falling from a height, crashing, then shattered to pieces. Not shaped again. You wrote apologies many times. It's just that I'm already drowning in a sob in a tightly closed workroom. Then the green light then dies. The next day, and the next day again, your name is no longer visible in the line on line. For weeks, until months later you disappear Even your phone number is no longer active
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Bukankah itu terdengar seperti surga yang nyata? Setelah itu, aku mulai bersiap. Mempersiapkan segalanya untuk sebuah pernikahan yang mulai kita rencanakan. Bahkan kita sudah memutuskan kapan tahunnya Kusiapkan tabungan untuk kita. Setiap bulan aku bahkan meminta gaji lebih banyak dari seharusnya pada ayah. Kadang ayah sedikit mengomel mengingat apa yang kukerjakan hanya konsentrasi pada ponsel hingga kadang melupakan para karyawan Hanya saja dia mengerti. Hingga tiba satu hari sebelum keberangkatanku ke kotamu. Kamu menelepon. Bukan untuk menyampaikan rasa bahagia atau rasa tak sabar menunggu, tapi mengatakan hal yang sama sekali tak ingin kudengar Kamu bilang, orangtuamu tak setuju. Mereka tak menginginkan kedatanganku. Bahkan aku tak diberi kesempatan untuk meminta restu Saat aku bertanya kenapa? Akhirnya kau mengaku hal yang selama ini kau sembunyikan. Bahwa kau telah dijodohkan sebelum kita saling mengenal. Remuk? Pasti. Terasa seperti jatuh dari ketinggian, terhempas, lalu hancur berkeping- keping. Tak berbentuk lagi. Kamu menulis kata maaf berkali-kali. Hanya saja aku sudah tenggelam dalam isakan tertahan di ruang kerja yang tertutup rapat Lalu lampu hijau itu kemudian mati. Esoknya, dan keesokan harinya lagi, namamu tak lagi terlihat dalam barisan on line. Berminggu-minggu, hingga berbulan kemudian kau menghilang Bahkan nomor teleponmu pun tak aktif lagi
Then I heard the news of your marriage What do you hurt? That I have given a part of my soul to you, and when you take the soul away, there is something empty in here. Plus their questions about you, about us. What should I explain? That you have to marry another? That we have no destiny to be together? Or that social media is the ultimate place to find a life partner? I do not know, I know, I feel dead Some time later, I'm getting used to it. Accustomed to starting the day without a good-morning kiss, through the no-telling and laughing afternoon, then closing the night without kisses and prayers to live together All back to the beginning. The days where I had the usual boring activities. Until one day, I saw the green light was back on. Silent, I just wait. Hi.] Sapa. You really come again. Yes.] I replied, with a roar in my chest. Between longing, and unbelief. It may sound stupid, but it's true. Sometimes love is too great, it looks like stupidity in the other eye
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Lalu kudengar kabar tentang pernikahanmu Kautau apa yang menyakitkan? Bahwa aku telah memberikan sebagian jiwaku padamu, dan saat jiwa itu kau bawa pergi, ada sesuatu yang kosong di dalam sini. Ditambah pertanyaan-pertanyaan mereka tentangmu, tentang kita. Apa yang harus kujelaskan? Bahwa ternyata kau harus menikah dengan yang lain? Bahwa kita tak mempunyai takdir untuk bersama? Atau bahwa media sosial adalah tempat terkonyol untuk mencari pasangan hidup? Entahlah, yang kutahu, aku merasa mati Beberapa waktu kemudian, aku mulai terbiasa. Terbiasa mengawali hari tanpa ciuman selamat pagi, melalui siang tanpa cerita dan canda tawa, lalu menutup malam tanpa kecupan dan doa agar hidup bersama Semuanya kembali ke awal. Hari-hari dimana aku menjalani aktivitas membosankan seperti semula. Hingga suatu hari, kulihat lampu hijau itu kembali menyala. Terdiam, aku hanya menunggu. Hai.] Sapamu. Kau benar-benar datang lagi. Ya.] Jawabku, dengan gemuruh dalam dada. Antara kerinduan, dan rasa tak percaya. Mungkin terdengar bodoh, tapi memang itu kenyataannya. Kadang cinta yang terlalu hebat, malah terlihat seperti kebodohan di mata yang lain
It's just that I know where my limitations are. We do speak, but come back like two new strangers greeting each other. You do not call me Bacha, and I do not call you Sohna. Because we, no longer have any relationship. We do not talk to each other for long periods of time. Here I look fine. Still living the day in a box with the same routine. Only difference, I do not talk to anyone. Even you do not give us a chance to keep talking to each other. You stay away, and I just stand here. Trying to occupy yourself Sometimes, I wondered in my head. There, in your new world, have you ever remembered me? Given about us? Given the promise of promise that almost every day we say first, while still together? Ever? I do not think you're lying. I do not think you're denying all the promises. I consider this all as fate. That we are ta dated. We have only been met in the same fate path. Today, I do not know why I miss you. Maybe because last night I suddenly dreamed. Seeing your face after so long, it feels different. You look beautiful. The happy blush on your face is real. It's just that there is a grain of tears in there. You cry, on top of the beautiful smile. What is wrong? For a moment I was silent, so what? What happened to you
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Hanya saja, aku tau di mana batasanku. Kita memang bicara, tapi kembali seperti dua orang asing yang baru saling menyapa. Kau tak lag memanggilku Bacha, dan aku tak memanggilmu Sohna. Karena kita, tak lagi punya hubungan apa-apa. Lama kita tak saling bicara, lama tak saling menyapa. Di sini aku terlihat baik-baik saja. Masih menjalani hari dalam sebuah kotak dengan rutinitas yang sama. Hanya bedanya, aku tak berbicara dengan siapa-siapa. Bahkan padamu Karena tak kau beri kesempatan pada kita untuk tetap saling bicara. Kau menjauh, dan aku hanya berdiri di sini. Berusaha menyibukkan diri Kadang, terbersit tanya di kepalaku. Di sana, di duniamu yang baru, pernahkah kau mengingatku? Mengingat tentang kita? Mengingat janji janji yang hampir setiap hari kita ucapkan dulu, saat masih bersama? Pernahkah? Aku tidak menganggapmu berdusta. Aku tak menganggapmu mengingkari semua janji. Aku anggap ini semua sebagai takdir. Bahwa kita memang ta berjodoh. Kita hanya pernah dipertemukan di jalan takdir yang sama. Hari ini, entah kenapa rasanya aku merindukanmu. Mungkin karena semalam tiba-tiba aku bermimpi. Melihat wajahmu setelah sekian lama, rasanya berbeda. Kau terlihat cantik. Rona bahagia di wajahmu tampak nyata. Hanya saja, ada bulir airmata di sana. Kau menangis, di atas indahnya senyum. Ada apa? Sejenak aku terdiam, memangnya kenapa? Apa yang terjadi padamu
For a moment I'm silent, so what? What happened to you is not my business. You have someone to whom you can spill. Is that so, Sohna? But, it turns out my feelings are too weak. If that's about you Finally, with slightly trembling fingers, I open our old chat. Men scroll up, reread word for word long ago. There is happiness, cute expression, longing and love so great Until the last chat, where you write the word sorry with emot tears spilled. And I did not reply, not because I did not forgive you. But because at that time my tears were not just emot. Tears really spilled from this eyelid. With chest tightness and blurred vision and tremulous fingers, how could I reply? Yes, Sohna? My heart beat suddenly, when I suddenly saw the green light on. Sohna? Do you feel the same longing? Bacha, are you there?] There's a message coming in. Right, he's coming! For a moment I just paused. Cowardly indeed. But talking to you will once again destroy what I'm trying to do all this Forget you. Bacha, I know you there That's your way. Your way forces me to answer. Because you know I do not like it when you wear that sad emotion
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Sejenak aku terdiam, memangnya kenapa? Apa yang terjadi padamu bukanlah urusanku. Kau punya seseorang kepada siapa kau bisa menumpahkan kesah. Begitu kan, Sohna? Tapi, ternyata perasaanku memang terlalu lemah. Jika itu tentangmu Akhirnya, dengan jemari sedikit bergetar, aku membuka chat lama kita. Men scroll ke atas, membaca ulang kata demi kata bertahun lalu. Ada kebahagiaan, ekspresi lucu, kerinduan dan rasa cinta yang begitu besar Hingga sampai pada chat terakhir, dimana kau tulis kata maaf dengan emot airmata tertumpah. Dan aku tak membalasnya, bukan karena aku tak memaafkanmu. Tapi karena saat itu tangisku bukan sekedar emot. Airmata benar-benar tertumpah dari kelopak mata ini. Dengan dada terasa sesak dan pandangan yang kabur serta jemari gemetar hebat, mana mungkin aku bisa membalas. Ya kan, Sohna? Degub jantungku seketika menghentak, saat tiba-tiba kulihat lampu hijaunya menyala. Sohna? Apa kau merasakan rindu yang sama? Bacha, kau di situ?] Ada pesan masuk Benar, dia datang! Sejenak aku hanya terdiam. Pengecut memang. Tapi bicara denganmu sekali lagi akan menghancurkan apa yang sedang kuusahakan selama ini Melupakanmu. Bacha, aku tau kamu di situ Itu caramu. Caramu memaksaku untuk menjawab. Karena kau tahu aku tak suka saat kau memakai emot sedih itu
second. see you: D] suddenly I feel us. Then, start laughing a little while everytime E) to me, the atmosphere starts to swell up Then the more I speak first. from storytelling. I am back. The trick of conversation is why, many Finally ridiculous rise joke news?] We gimana?] And what the hell?] Still time, forever make ya?] Here. Again. some feelings Until finally I realized, there was something different in the last photos he sent. Hey, Sohnal Yes, Bacha? I know you do not like to eat vegetables. But, you should now eat lots of fruits and vegetables. Do not eat most fast food. Drink vitamin. And take care of health .. Something dripping from the corner of your eye as you type those words. Slowly, I wipe it with the back of my hand. He was quiet for a long time.
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆detiknya. liat kamu :D] semanja tiba-tiba aku merasa kami. Kemudian, mulai tertawa sedikit di saat setiap pun E) padaku, suasananya mulai membesar Lalu Semakin bicara aku membalas dulu. dari bercerita. aku kembali. Caranya pembicaraan yang kenapa, banyak Akhirnya konyol bangkit lelucon kabar?] kami gimana?] Dan Apa ngapain?] Masih saat, entah lama membuat ya?] sini. Lagi dulu. beberapa perasaan Hingga akhirnya aku menyadari, ada sesuatu yang berbeda pada foto-foto terakhir yang dikirimnya. Hei, Sohnal Ya, Bacha? Aku tau kamu nggak suka makan sayur. Tapi, sebaiknya sekarang kamu harus banyak makan buah dan sayur. Jangan kebanyakan makan makanan fast food. Minum Vitamin. Dan jaga kesehatan ..l Sesuatu menetes dari sudut mata saat mengetik kata-kata itu. Pelan, aku mengusapnya dengan punggung tangan. Agak lama dia terdiam.
Thanks, Bacha he finally replied. [I just miss it. I know this time has made you sad again. Sorry, Bacha.] Haha, no papa. Yeah, I'm a bit busy now. Take car.] Take car, coz car is more expensive than bike. Na? pls as usual, he made a joke when I typed the wrong word. Hahahaha ...] I laughed. Laughing, it's just more and more tears clump d eyelids. Then I saw the green light was off. She is pregnant. Her marriage has yielded the result Pelan, I wipe the clump of water in the corner of the eye with the finger tip Then smile, and ask yourself. Why feel strange with this sad situation? Is not a loving heart the heart that is most often hurt? Yes, Sohna? when you said goodbye I was smiled I did not cry I did not beg your pity I ask for your pity going to die
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Thanksz 💖💖💖
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wow amazing love story, and your right ! once your soul mate you are really for each other..
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if a lot of devotees who sjka my story will share it ,,,
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