So be it ... as long as you stay busy working there will always be the chance of life getting better if not doing nothing then how do you expect things to move or evolve in your expected outcome and don't forget the first thing you have to understand is living life's events in your mind and then pursuing it in real life means there are so many unanswered questions you might have about life that realization that receiving so many answer at the same time will be overwhelming for many if not just adding more confusion to the outcome so... finally!!!! found my 3DGun c code works with matrices im going to translate it to java should be easy yeah i wrote like 30 years ago lol after playing wolf3d i wanted my own but got hired into an insurance company and left it there along with chat and other stuff from way back when