Why Do I Keep Donating Steem/SBD to Magic Dice?

I know, I know. Provably fair. But it still makes you look up to the sky and ask,

Why God? Why didn't you tell me to stop while I was ahead?

I'll tell you why. Because he knows I wouldn't listen. In fact, every time I go back to do 'just one more bet' is when I lose everything that I I spent that last 30 minutes gaining. Usually in one fell swoop.

As you can see, I am down about 243 STEEM over the entire course of playing. I think that supposedly it would eventually even out at some point, but I don't it as I am a psychically unlucky person.

Psychically unlucky?

Of course this is just a label that I have given to myself after doing some interesting tests. There is this device called the Psychokinesis Ball Drop test. Essentially, it is a machine where balls are dropped into a device with pegs. The balls fall at random to the left or right, creating something of a bell shaped pattern naturally.

The idea is that you, the psychic subject, sit in front of the device as the balls are being dropped in, and try to influence which direction the balls will fall. For instance you might will them to the right, or to the left.

I had the opportunity about 15 years ago to play around with one of these devices with a friend. It turned out that after several trials, I was having a statistically small but significant effect on the balls. But here is the thing - the effect was negative. In other words, the more I willed them to the left, the more they went to the right, and vice versa.

There is an online version of this test if anyone wants to play with it. It's kind of fun, but frustrating for someone like me. haha! The funny thing is, I can't exploit or trick this weird negative luck in any way.

It knows. The wave function collapses.. or something.

Anyhow, if you want to find out how psychic you are, (or mental), check it out here. It's a good waste of time, but at least you won't be donating your hard earned Steem to Magic Dice. No offense guys.