Believe?

I'm not a judge, Many people in this world claim they believe in God but do absolutely nothing to know about God. In my understanding, to know God you have to study God and there is only 1 way outside of God coming to you and that is to read the bible cover to cover. You will probably get very little out of it the first time you read it, I can attest to that! You have to read it and read it again and again, trust me if you are a true child of God, it will start to make sense and you will understand God. To let other people tell you about God is subjective , you need to hear straight from God, The bible is the inspired word of God, let it talk to you.
If you want to do this, I suggest the King James Version of 1611.
God bless you!