I have heard your story from @done for 2 days and I am very concerned about your life.
Honestly I am not the person who is.
I salute you that you want to work hard and want to move forward, hopefully by joining @vvj you can be successful and useful for this steemit platform.
don't forget to make a video when your friends teach you steemit I look forward to it: D
and I apologize once again for my broken English
God bless you