I prefer to distance myself when I'm mad not because I don't want you anymore, but because I try to avoid saying bad things that would otherwise ruin our relationship. It doesn't mean I don't care about you, I just want to cool my head down before we talk again so we don't end up hurting each other more.
I prefer to be speechless, voiceless, not even utter a single word, it's because I don't want to argue with you. Our relationship is more important rather than the arguments, I love you so much more than you'll ever know. I may lost myself of loving you, it's okay. I barely know that pain is part of love, so I'll just bare with the pain, till it hurts no more.