I'm Still Loving You

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Do not contact me. I already have a lover. Do not disturb me again". I'm still remembering Dimas's words. A man close to me almost two years. We are close but only limited to adek sister only. Not infrequently I also like to call him with the title "brother". It hurts if we are close to someone but only considered a friend. Ahh never mind. I do not think about my status with him at this time what. Clearly I'm happy to be with her. It's been almost a month since he sent me that sms, me and he never met or connected.

As usual. Today is a really annoying day for some people. I do not know why Monday is so hated by people. Ahh I do not really think about it.

"Dorrrrrr". My reverie was broken when my best friend Princess surprised me. "Ohh you make me startled" I replied as he struck his arm. "Why are you anymore Bil, every day really work ngelamun continue". "Uh baseburn Put Put. I am alright". I replied in a low voice. "Oh I know. It must be Dimas yaaaa? Kaku aja ", he asked with a strange look at me.

"I do not understand why he's so upset with me. He betrayed me. Like I'm the one who's wrong in this relationship. " "Relationship? have you had a relationship? ". "Ahh yes I forgot. Indeed we do not have a special relationship, but we are so close Put. To me he is a special person in my heart me. I love him so much. But he easily with others ". I burst into tears. I can no longer stem the tears. It hurts to remember him with the others. "Never mind Bil. Do not cry anymore. God is good with you. God does not want you to hurt just because of Awang. So, God has pointed to you if he is not the best. Do not worry anymore. "The Princess's embrace and his counsel reassured me.

My days are running as usual. I'm not thinking about Awang anymore. Although sometimes every night I still cry because of it. Drrrttttt. "Ahh who is malem-malem gini phone". I was surprised when the one who called me was Dimas's number. After more than a month of uninterrupted contacts he suddenly contacted me.

"Hello deck, how are you?", He said. "E ... ee. H..halloo bang. Oh aa..kuu okay okay. What the hell did you call me ", I reply haltingly. "I want to vent deck. But it's about my new girl ", he said frankly. I do not understand his way of thinking. He did not give me a relationship status and left me out of the blue he called me and told me about his new boyfriend. Ahh base has no heart. I said to myself. But even then I can not hate him or be mad at him.

"Hallo deck. Are you still there? ", He asked who interrupted my daydreaming. "Eh iyah bang, vent aja not papa kok", I say tough tough. "So it's a deck. I've been in touch with him for two months. And all this time I've often equal to him. I also often contact him first but baseball was never considered there with him. Though I hope my relationship with him is taken seriously. I've got the deck. I also have you staying. I'm sorry my attitude yaaa deck ", The story is long. "Ahh maybe your boyfriend is indeed busy bang. You do not think negatively only. Nothing bang. Rice has become porridge. No need to regret or apologize. Anyways you've selected it. If you have chosen it means that he is the best for you ", I say the strong-ass. "I love you deck". I disconnected the call.

How sick my heart. He's picked another but still tells me that. He thinks what I am. Come and go as you please. My cry was breaking that night. I still remember the sentence. It's stupid of me who always forgive him and let him into my heart just like that. I know he already has a new lover. But I still love him and still love you

Helping others by being a good listener.

Open to be a listener for others

Occasionally open the door of our heart to allow others to pour out their hearts and complaints to us. By giving ears to hear, we've reduced a bit of other people's burdens.

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