Hey, I thought this was really interesting! Sometimes I think we tell ourselves the story we think we need to hear at the present moment, whether or not it's beneficial . . . or rather, we are always trying to tell ourselves the story that we need, but sometimes we get it wrong. And sometimes it can be really difficult to break out of whatever story we have going on into one that might be better for us. Sometimes I guess you have to make a leap of faith, and try believing things you don't yet believe, to see if it works out well for you, if that makes sense. I'm still learning, we are all still learning. Congrats on the success you have had :)