Back when I was a kid, I aspire of being a performer either soloist, in a band or a girl group. I really am determined to achieve it so I began practicing to dance(where I’m better at) and singing (where I’m just an average). I was hoping to be famous and well-known but I realized as a teenager that it is not where I’m meant to walk on.
I felt pain when I was a kid knowing my dreams won’t come true( yeah, because I showcase it in school and haven’t tried to audition but I’m still open to opportunities if given a chance) so I decided to be a Doctor and be a Surgeon in the near future. You may say I’m a fool, because I gave up on that dream easily but to tell you the truth I had a change of heart. I may seem weak and not a fighter but I’m strong to accept that fact that some people like me realizes what their true passion is. If given a chance to have that dream I will not pursue it anymore.
If I were to choose between my pleasure or helping People especially my family, I will choose to help and gave up that dream. I have not lost my confidence but I’m not shy to showcase that to people especially to those who requested it on me. Having that childhood dream will be great 👍🏻 I’m not gonna last that long in spotlight and still I do my best if I had that opportunity but myself being a Doctor is for a LIFETIME and I’d be glad to have that in future. I realize that being a performer will never be my pleasure for a lifetime and will NEVER be my IDEAL JOB.
I think that God doesn’t let me have that dream because I’m meant for something better and I believe it’s to help people with their health. I know that one day, I can be the person I’m proud of (fingers-crossed) .
I want to tell every teenagers who struggled to find their passion that it is okay to be not certain. You will realize it sooner the way I did. Try to explore the society, your experience, interest, and you will find what you really want. For my situation, I will tell honestly not everyone so talented is meant for that dream and I should move on because it is I who really not wanted it now. If there is an opportunity to be given to me then I grab it. I will not lose anything as it is never my passion now. So please youngsters be mindful of your choices in life. Try to reflect often and reward yourself for every good you did! You and I need to focus on our studies, in order, to become what we wanted. I know I’m a deep and wise person and I want to keep it that way. Youngster, keep fighting and find your passion! Pursue it through efforts! God Speed!