Fear of a boy becoming a man

I have this feeling, yes, this burden of how it is to be a man. I m a boy now, would become a man soon with the responsibility of taking care of kids and a wife. But then I'm scared of this future. I have no plans for it yet. I day dream about it being easy, but then I hear stories, I become scared of it. Money is required, I'm not sure how to get it. I m scared I'm not good enough. I m scared my daydreams might not come true. I try to prove myself, but how??

I explore various ways to MAke money. I join them but I give up since its more like a waste. I join steemit, but I'm not making progress. What else can I do?? This are my fears in writings.