Tired Of This Bottleneck

in thoughts •  5 years ago 

Hola, Steem fam, hope y'all are doing well.

Keys on a pile of yesterday's hail for size reference

Not much going on here still, but I kinda gotta vent a little. I'm super tired of this "bottleneck" feeling I've got going on.

So I keep getting pretty interesting insights from meditation, and basically, I am learning how to transmute energy - or, take all this shitty stuff in my life and turn it into something positive. Cool, right? Except I feel like ...my proverbial filter is clogged, and all the shitty stuff has entered but it's stopped up from filtering back out and I don't know how to unclog the filter.

Magick Maggie is magick

@pixiepost did a video today about needing to release with her oracle deck. Yes, I sure need to do that! I'm just a bit stumped as to how, lol.

Well, whatever's going on, the energy in my apartment is/needs shifting. Funnily enough, as I write this, the air flow in here has stopped. Normally when I light incense on the altar, it flows east. Right now, it's going straight up! Normally it doesn't matter what incense I'm burning or what holder it's in, so that's interesting.

Does anyone know what kind of flower this is? They're so pretty

So that's kinda what's on my mind at the moment. Hopefully I figure it out ...soon. Is soon too much to ask? (looks pointedly at Universe)

Be well, Steemians! :)

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I hear that you are feeling all clogged up!

Is the flower garlic or onions? I got this from "picture this" app

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Maybe onion can help you sort this out! Have you sat with Onion before?

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I had thought it was maybe an onion, but I wasn't sure! It was in a - what do you call it, the "hellstrip" - the area between sidewalk and street. :)
I don't know what onion represents, hmm.

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Practically thinking -- In that location, you'd have hard work to do to get to the precious bulb of onion below the sidewalk. No idea why there's no 'onion' emoji! Geeze 🤷‍♀️ have you had any insights?

Oh, it was in front of someone's house, so I'm hoping it's part of them being sneaky sneaky about front yard gardening and so I would never take it! :D
I just read an article about the symbolism of onions and feel like, oh, yep, duh, lol.

  1. seeing the multiple layers of reality - yup, working hard on that at the moment.
  2. tying the mystical to the physical - yeah, also part of what I'm working with right now.
  3. some of its lessons can be harsh - hahaha, yeah, buggy fear factor week in my apartment giving me panic attacks, but also prompting a major purge and clean and changing of the energies in my space, so ...yeah. LOL
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HUGS!!! You are doing so well on your journey. I see your struggle (at times more evident than others) am grateful you share with us. I certainly can sense it is not easy for you. But, i love how you persevere so gracefully. ❤🌸❤

Awww, thank you. <3

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Seriously, universe! Get it together, yeesh! Looks like a garlic flower. ;)
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Yeah, I think based on what Jill found with her app, it's either garlic or onion. Those are two things I haven't done in my container garden yet. I should! :D

Great post. Thank you so much for the mention. Very sweet of you.

Sometimes I will have that "stuck" feeling. It is not fun & I will have an idea what I want to manifest but at a loss as to how.

One thing I have learned is sometimes I have to allow myself to go through the process & give myself grace. Self reflection can really help. You will know what to do in time.

Sending you much love & #steem pixie dust. BTW, I love your cat and the photos. I have my cat as well. 💕

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Thank you. Maggie is the Goddess of the household! :)

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Awww!!! Timmy is the King of this Palace 😂😂🤣

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Aw, hi, Timmy! <3

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We had hail here in the Northeast as well...and a tornado touched down near where I live. Fortunately, it didn't cause widespread damage and nobody got killed.

Does anyone know what kind of flower this is? They're so pretty

The flower kind of looks like a Red Clover, but not like the ones I see growing here; but I heard that there are many varieties :~) Are the leaves little ovals, with shevrons on them?

Sorry you're in a funk...hope it passes for you real soon.

No, it was way to big to be clover, and wrong leaves. I think Jill might have been right about the onion! :)
Thanks for the good wishes!

You're welcome.

:~)

Hail is not much fun. But better than some other white moisture I won't name.

LOL

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Your bot is broken - it keeps refunding and saying links are expired that aren't. It did this to several links today, and has been doing this for weeks. I send you links on the day the are posted and your queue comes around on day four and says "no"?