We are busy planning our trip down to Cape Town, in a few days. The thought of all the farm murders still stays with us. This one particular story brings tears to my eyes.
"Tzaneen - "They beat him with a pole... and you could hear the bones breaking," said Debbie Turner as she recounted her husband's murder in a slow, defiant voice.
She refuses to talk about him in the past tense and sleeps with a photo of him close by.
"I miss him so terribly - it's just so hard," she said, sitting in front of the frail care unit that has been her home since the attack at their farm."