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Isimlerimizin manasi - Filozofik bölüm

Ismin senin hakkinda ne anlatiyor?

Hatirliyorum cocukken ebeveynlerimle bir arkadasin evine gitmistik. O kücük yasda fark etmistim ki, oradaki davetliler heyecan ile özel bir türk Professörün konuk olarak gelip, konusmayi ve toplantiyi yönetmesini sabirsizcasina bekledigini. Adamin positif enerjisinden faydanabilmek icin bir tür filozofik cembel kurulmustu sanki, en azindan ben öyle algilamistim. O sohbette insanlar gelip ya dinlerlerdi yada sorular sorarlardi. Hatirliyorum ki, benim aklimda cok acayip sorular vardi, ama sormasini bilemiyorum yada sordugumda cevaplari anlamiyordum yada yetersiz geliyordu. Ama hep cok heyecanliydim ve merakliydim. Simdi, biraz icime gidip sordugum sorulari hatirlamaya calisiyim:

Sanirim Cocuk yaslarimda buna benzer seyler sormustum (kendi kendime):

• Ben kendi dünyamin sahibimiyim?
• Hareketlerimi BEN mi kontrol ediyorum?
• Ya parallel bir evren var ise tam bizimkinin kopyasi...
  Bu son düsünceyi derinleyip kafamda kurcalamistim.. Acaba her evren birisini secip diger evrene göndermeye calissaydi, ozaman tam ortada carpisma olmazmiydi, cünkü tam kopyasi olunca ayni zamanda ayni mekandan gönderme olucakti...
  
  
  Bu sekilde bir sürü sorular geziniyordu aklimda o yaslarimda, bazilarini hic cümle olarak kuramiyordum bile, sadece düsünebiliyordum.
  Babama sorardim sorularimi yada düsüncelerimi paylasmaya calisirdim ve kendisi dogru düsünüyorsun dediginde aklim daha da karisirdi. Her zaman kendimi secilmis bir sahis gibi gördüm ve yaptiklarim dünyayi etkiledigini saniyordum.
  O kücük Talha'yi özlüyorum. Cok merakliydi ve özeldi. Akil fışkırıyordu. Neden sormayi birakti? Neyse, simdi yine eski cocukluk haline geri dönüyor.
  O toplanti da professör isimlerin puanlarindan bahsetmisti. Her harfin kendi puani var demisti.
  

Benim ismim hakkinda söylediklerini pek aklimda tutamadim yada anlamadim ama özel oldugunu ve yüksek potansiyele sahib oldugunu söylemisti. Yasim ozamanlar kacti acaba? 7 civarlarindamiydi ki?

Simdi senin (Safaa --> @safaax) ismine mana vermeye calisiyim. Bu kendi kurdugumuz sınırlı ve duvarlı dünyamizda maalesef saf olmak aptal veya zafiyet anlaminiyla etiketlenmistir. Baskalarina güvenirsen kaybedersin derler.. Bana sorulursa bu kelimenin manasini zaman ile insanlar arasi degisti.
Saf cocuksu ve naif anlamina geliyor türkce'de.
Asil manasi arapcadan gelme (ingilizce="pure") yani temiz, duru veya halis demek.
Ve halis oldugunda, iste ozaman bebegin yeni dogdugu gibi masum olursun.
Bazi insanlar bu hayatta cok degerli bir tecrübe kazandiklarini zannediyorlar sana baskalarina güvenme ve cok dikkatli ol diyerek. Ama bilseydin keske, büyürken bu ögrendigin bir sekilde yanlis oldugunu. Insanin nefsi cogunlukla ruhundan daha kolay öteye cikabiliyor ve o yüzden kolay yolu seciyor. Bir an icin düsünsene. Eger tüm insan alemi önce güvenseydi? Bu neden bu kadar zor ve yanlis geliyor kendimize sormaliyiz. Kelimenin ingilizcesine baksak, yani mistrust , ozaman belli oluyor birseyi "miss" ediyorsun yani kaciriyorsun.
Yani benim kazandigima bak mesela süphesiz kuşkusuz davranarak. Bebek gibi bir insanla tanistim. kristal gibi saf kalpli birisiyle. Ismi bile kendisini ve hayatdaki seklini ifade ediyor (Safaa) .



Soyadinin bir harfini degistirsek zehir olucak. Zaten zahir'i arap aksaniyla okuyunca zehir gibi okunuluyor neredeyse. Simdi yine bazilari zehiri kötü birsey diye damgalicak. Öncelikle herseyin asiri fazlasi zehirdir. Zehiri zehir yapan dozudur. Kendi misalerinizi yapabilirsiniz. Cok güzel ve faydali birsey bulalim ve onun asiri cok dozda icimize alsak nolur görelim. Hmm mesela limon. Cok saglikli ve faydali tüm vitaminleriyle. Ama düsünsene sadece limon yiyip icseydin. Hic aklindan gecebiliyormu icindeki organlarina bu asitik cözelti napar? Mesela midenin pH derecesi dengesini kaybeder ve sindirme sistemi zorluk ceker veyatta büyük zarar görür. Bu sadece bir örnekdi. Simdi baska birseyle deniyelim, mutluluk mesela. Diyelim ki durmadan ve her zaman cok mutlusun ve mutlulugun artiyor da artiyor. Bu demek olur ki üzüntünün ney oldugunu unutursun ve duyarliligini kaybedersin. Belki sen daha mutlu olurdun ama etrafindaki sevdiklerinin halini anliyamaz olurdun. Belki vardir fazlasiyla zarar göstermiyen bisey ama benim aklima gelmiyor. Bunu bir sekil oyun gibi düzenlenebilir aslinda. Birisi birsey bulcak digeri onun neden fazlasi zararli olur diye yanitlicak.

Zehir ve bakteri - Bilimsel bölüm

Geri dönelim zehir konusuna. Fazla zehir öldürür seni. Ama bazi cesit zehiri sen her zaman icine cekiyorsun, iciyorsun, yiyorsun yada temas'a geciyorsun. Insanin bu temas'a ihtiyaci var bagisiklik sistemini güclendirmek icin. Tecrübe gibi birsey. Camurda mesela ciftlikde oynuyan cocuklari sehirdeki titiz bir annenin (herseyi desenfecte eden) cocuklariyla karsilastirirsan ilerde o sehirli cocugun bircok rahatsizlik cekicegini gözlemliyebilirsin. Hastaliklara ve infeksiyonlara cok daha kolay maruz kalir digerinden eger bir kere o desenfekte sprayi kullanmazsa. Onun bünyesi ve vücudu ciftlikde büyüyen cocugun yaptigi "tecrübeleri" kazanamadi. "pislik" icinde oyniyan cocuk farkli bakterilerle irtibata gecip hücreleri yani aslinda hücreyi olusturan cekirdekdeki bilgi sistemin icinde o bakteriyi nasil yenilir bilgisine sahib. Erken yaslarda birkere ögrenince her zaman icin sakli duruyor. Sonradan ögrenmek daha zor oluyor.

Eger laboratuvar da calisip bütün o sayisiz cesit ve miktardaki bakterileri gördüysen ozaman "pislige" baska bi perspektifden bakmaya basliyorsun.

Yani pisligin anlami degisiyor. Insanlar cogu seyleri sadece gözleriyle görüyor. Ben bilgi ile görmeye calisiyorum. Basit bir örnek veriyim. Diyelim elinden bir bisküvi düstü sokakta yürürken. Birsürü insan o bisküviyi kaldirip yemezler artik. Cünkü caddeyi pis ve sagliksiz ortam olarak görüyorlar. Bunun arkasinda aslinda sadece bir igrenme duygusu ve sosyetik problemi var. Sahsen ben yaklasik her defasinda kaldirip yinede yerim. :D
Cünkü ben temiz ve bakterisiz cevre nedir ve ne degildir gördüm. Bakterisiz bir ortam kurmak icin okadar titiz olmak gerek ki inanamazsiniz :D Yoksa araya böyle buna benzer kücük seyler aradan kacabilir ve günlerdir ugrastiginiz projenizi bozar ^^

Elleriniz yaklasik hic bir zaman temiz ve mikropdan uzak kalamiyor. Havada milyonlarca mini minacik göremedigin seyler ucusuyor ve elindeki bisküvine bile yapisiyor sen bilmiyor olsanda. Ben diyor muyum.. Ihhh nasil yersin o bakteri dolu bisküvi'yi? Hayir, önemli olan bilincli olmaktir burada. Biliyorum ki her gün farkli mikroplarla temas icindeyiz o yüzden buna en saglam seklinde alismaliyiz. Ilginc bir örnek daha, cogunuz duymusdur: Su an basdigim klavyenin üzerinde tuvaletin icindekinden daha fazla bakteri var. Cok sasirtici demi? Ama hayir, ben tuvalete düsen bisküviyi yemiyorum! :D
Anlican senin soyadin cok önemli. Her zaman biraz zehir lazim bize daha güclü olabilmemiz icin. O tecrübeyi topliyabilmek icin. Kötü seylerin icindeki iyi seyleri ariyip bulmamiz gerekir. Buna odaklanalim hayatimizda. Agirlik senin soyadinin üzerinde olmadigi sürece zehir ile memnunum yani :D

Kaynak: Sadece arapca yazili iki kücük pembeli kareler bu dergiden (Sayfa 28) alinti. Bu da reklam olsun diye cünkü Safaa'nin arapca yazdigi Siir'i meshur bir dergide (Fas'da meshur) yayinlandi. Diger resimler bana ait.

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Name meaning - Philosophy Part

What tells your name about you?

I remember when I was a child, we went to a meeting with my parents at a friends place I think. I could feel that everyone was so excited to meet the turkish professor who would lead the discussion and answer questions. It was like a round of philosophy. Everyone was interested in getting in touch with the great energy he had, at least these are some hints I got when I was a child. But what I still know was, that I was soo curious and had soo many questions. I asked them, but I the answers were unsatisfied for me or I wasnt experienced enough to understand it.
Now, without thinking deeply I try to remember some of my questions. Hmm... it was something like:

• Am I the owner of my own world?
• Do I control my actions?
• What if there is a parallel universe which is the identical copy of our univers?
  Then I tried to deepen this one and created an imagination where a chosen one from each part of the universe travelled to the another one, but this wont work as they must crash in the middle because they would use exactly the same coordinates of place, time and dimension.
  
  
  Those were my questions and I remember I had so much more in my mind I couldnt even form a sentence to ask them. I often asked my father the questions which were also like answers and he said almost every time like I am right, but this was so weird to me that I was even more confused ^^ I thought always I am the chosen one and that my actions and behavior effects everything on earth ... Oh, I miss little kid Talha. he was so curious and special 😀 his mind was blowing xD Why he stopped asked questions? Nevermind, he is evolving back to the fresh kid ;D At this meeting he remembers that the professor gave some points to his name, every letter in alphabet has its own points. He told him some special things that his name is very good chosen and carries a lot of potential. But I cant remember what he said as I coiuldnt understand him what he told to a maybe 7 years old boy? I have no idea how old I was.
  
  

So now, I try to give a meaning to your name. In this world where we build walls and limits it is defined to be stupid or weak when you are naive. When you trust others. They say you will always loose when you continue trusting people. And "saf" carries in turkish the meaning to be naive. But I think the origin meaning changed by time and human. As you said it means pure. Yes it means pure. And if you are pure, then you are naive and innocent like a new born baby. Like a panda baby for example. People think they have learned something valuable in life when they tell you not to trust in people and be always careful. But did you knew that you learned (sth wrong) when growing up, that you have to mistrust people? the ego of people are often stronger than their souls, so they decide to go the easy way. Just imagine for a second. What if everyone, would first trust before mistrust? Why does it sound so wrong to people? Even the word mistrust shows that you miss sth by doing it that way. I mean look what I won by trusting without any doubt. Someone like a baby. I found the purity itself. Even her name declares how she lives in the world.


Her last name remembers in turkish to the meaning of poison if you would change just one vocal which sound very similar to each other. Again people think poison is something bad first. We have to clarify that everything which is too much is bad. You can make your own examples. Even if you have something which is great, too much of it can make it bad for you. Lets say citron. Its very healthy with all the vitamins. But imagine if you would eat, drink only citrones. Do you have an idea what this acidic solution would cause inside your body? That would cause an imbalance of your pH value for example and you would have diffiiculties to digest or even worse some areas could be damaged or destroyed. Thats just one example. What about happyness? Imagine if you would be very very happy all the time and getting even more happier. You would forget what it means to be sad and your sensitivity would decrease. You would be happier but you couldnt care of your loved onces. Maybe Im wrong and there are things which could be always good for you when you have too much of them. It could be played like a game. Someone chooses something and the other one has to find reasons why it could be bad if you have it too much 😀

Poison and bacterium - Scientific part

So again back to poison topic. Too much poison would kill you. But there are some types of poison that you are always inhaling, drinking/ eating or getting in contact with. The human needs this contact to poison in order to improve its immunity. Its just experience. If you compare children who played a lot in mud and dirt from a farm with a children from the city in which the mother always desinfected everything around and the kid you will see that in future the child from city will have so much difficulties with deseases and infects if it only forgets to use any of those desinfect solutions. His body wont have the experiences that the child from farm made. He got in contact with those bacteriums and his cells learned and saved the information how to defend against this xy bacterium. When you worked in a laboratory and saw this huge amount of bacterium from another perspective than you dont see dirt like other peoples. People see only things with their eyes. I try to see with knowledge.

For example if something like a cookie falls down on the street when you walk. A lot of people wouldnt take it anyway and eat it. They see and compare the street with dirt and unhealthy. Actually its just a disgust feeling that they learned and a society problem behind. But in most cases I take it and eat it anyway 😀 Because I know what an proper antibacterial environment is and what not. And your hands are mostly never that clean and free of microbes at any time. In the air there a millions of micro small sweet things flying and attaching on your cookie without your knowledge. But as you dont see it. You just eat it. Should I say now: Oh my gosh, iyaakk disgusting how could you eat it? 😀 no, its just the knowledge which counts here... I know wer are daily in contact with a bunch sort of microbes so, you have to get used to it. Another interesting example is that your keyboard carries more bacteriums than inside your toilet 😀 Thats crazy.. but hell no, I dont eat when a cookie falls down to the toilet 😀 So, your last name is very important ! We need always a bit of poison to get stronger. To get this experiences. We should learn to see the good thing in the bad. As long as your leverage is on the side of your first name I am happy with poison :D

Here a list to start from the beginning of our journey...

@talaxy diary	@safaax diary
#1 First Mail start here	#1 the beginning of our sunshine part 1 continue here...
#2 uncomfortable tasks step by step	#2 the beginning of our sunshine part 2
#3 lovers of sunset and shooting stars	#3 the begining of our sunshine part 3 Now, start from the right side...
#4 classic and tradition	#4 the begining of our sunshine part 4
#5 are baby panda's born to have fun and sleep?	#5 I'm not a dream or imagination
#6a climbing to the top of a sanddune in a desert & #6b struggle to discipline and keep a dream diary!	#6 Do not go gentle into that good night
#7 Craziest rain experience in my whole life	#7a Marrakech my favorite city & #7b RAIN
#8 cat connection	#8 cat lovers
#9 progress and evaluation	#9 an old kid with a broken heart
#10 one lofeely story	#10 three stars
#11 fear is an illusion	#11 fear
#12 cat karamel and love without expectation	#12 nice to meet your soul
#13 Hayal, Hayalet or Hasret	#13 sky and ocean
you are here	#14 Against the storms
to be continued...	to be continued...