(Barack Obama's sister-in-law Imaa, who was from his father's first wife, when she was young, came to America. She reads about her father's conversation and I felt that nobody understands, Or can not understand, or do not want to understand because in relation to all, we have kept ourselves first, whose images of the design are highlighting their colors in understanding each other. I am sure to read it for Urdu readers. Translate translator)
We did not talk much about our father much more than just after dinner, when I made Omaa tea, he called me a "bad man" (he used to remember him as the old man, translator) Start telling about, at least what he missed.
"Brak, I can not say that I really knew him. Maybe no. Really not Her life was so scattered. People just knew some pieces or rays, even their children.
"I was afraid of him. You know that when I was born, he had already gone out of the country. First of all you have to your mother in Hawaii and then in Harvard. When he returned to Kenya, our eldest brother Rai and I were younger children. We lived in villages with our mother till then. In algo. I was very young so I could not remember much about her arrival. I was four years old and the opinion was six years old, maybe she could tell you more about it. I just remember that she had come with an American woman named Ruth (Brock told her mother in the youth that your grandfather was against the blood of the white woman to be included in her race, so I The father had to leave, translator) and he took us from our mother so that we should be with him in Nairobi. Ruth was the first white personality in which he was close and wanted one to think of my new mother. "
"Why do not you live with your mother-in-law?"
Omaa shocked the head. "I do not know the truth. After the divorce in Kenya, if the children want them, they keep the children. it is just like this. I asked my mother for this, but it is difficult for him to talk in this matter. She just told that the new wife of the buddy refused to stay with her husband's first wife, and she means, that my mother thought that the children would be good for the elderly because she was wealthy.
"In the first years, the bad lady really did well. She was working for an American Oil Company, Shell, I think. A few years after independence, great relations with Buddha's high government officials were established. Many of them had studied in school with him. Vice President, ministers, they used to come home at home sometimes, sit with him and talk on politics. He had a huge home, a big car, and everyone was impressed that he had been so educated from a non-country while being so young. And she also has an American wife, to do so was used to these days. Although later, when Ruth's husband was still there, he used to go along with my mother-in-law too. As it was supposed to show to people, do not understand. She can be very different from her sister African wife whenever she wants. During this, more than four brothers were born. Mark and David Roth were the children, Who was born in our big home in Westland. Ebo and Bernard were the children of my mother living in the village with her and her family. Then I and I did not know about Ebo and Bernard. They never came to meet us to meet us and when the old one used to meet, he used to go alone without telling Ruth.
"I did not think of a long time ago about how our lives were made in two parts because I was small. I think it was difficult for the opinion because he was so big that he would have remembered how our lives were in mother and his people in Algo. Everything was fine for me Ruth was well with us after our new mother's behavior. She used to treat her children with us at least. I think his parents were rich and he used to send beautiful gifts to us from the US. Whenever I arrived in a parcel, I was really happy. But I remember that most of the time, Rai used to refuse to receive gifts, even if he was not there. I remember that once he refused to send his sent chocolate, but late in the night when he felt that I was asleep, I saw that he picked up my left chocolate on the table. Was for But I did not say anything because I knew he was not happy.
"Then things started changing. When Ruth gave birth to Mark and David, his attention turned towards him. The bull left the US company to work for the Government in the Ministry of Tourism. It probably has political wishes, initially he kept working well in the government. But in 1966 or 1967, political divide became more deeper in Kenya. President Kenneth was from the largest tribe of Cecilus. Lewis's second big tribe had begun to make complaints that the best position is being given to the cavities. The government had a lot of conspiracy. Vice President was from Odyssey Lewis and he started saying that the government is getting into corruption. Kenya politicians have replaced colonists who bought businesses and land that should have been distributed to people. Odyssey tried to make her party but her opinion was shut down by declaring it as a communist. Tom Mubia, another popular Louisiana Minister Cakewave Gunman killed. The government police attacked them on the streets of Luqou. People were killed More of these tribes' problems arose further doubts.
"Most of the buddies of the buddy kept quiet, and they compromised the situation. But the buddy started speaking. He told the people that the tribal would ruin the country and that non-qualified people are being occupied at the best positions. His friends had warned him about doing such things in the people, but he did not care. He always understands that he knows what is the best thing, do not understand. When it was a matter of development in the office, he came to complain highly. How can you be my senior, she told a minister, while I am teaching you how to do your job properly? The point reached to Canyaa, a old disturbing person. He was asked to appear before the president. According to the listener, Kenita told the bull because you can not keep your tongue closed, so you will not work until your foot is in a shoe.
"I do not know how accurate these things are, but I know that due to the opposition of the president, the situation was very bad. It was blacklisted in government departments. He could not work in any ministry. When he asked foreign companies to find work, the companies were threatened to not work. He turned towards non-countries, he got jobs in the African Development Bank in Jeddah Ababa, but the government canceled his passport before he went there. That's why she could not go from Kenya.
"Finally it had to accept a minor work in the water department. This job also got that one of his friends had to wait for it. The bull started drinking pressure. Many people who knew him did not meet him because he was threatened to see him now. He told him that if he apologized, change his behavior, everything would be fine for him. But he refused to do so and continued to say what he came in his mind.
"I understand many of these things when I grew up. These days I just felt that the situation in the house is very bad. The buddy never talked to me or to talk to me. He came home night, washed in wine. I could hear her crying when she told her to prepare her meal. Ruth's mind was very tired that how old was changed. Sometimes when he used to do not at home, he used to tell me the opinion that our father is mad and he comes to us, who was such a father. I did not understand it wrong if I told him that. I probably agreed. But I saw that now she had started behaving differently than her two sons than ever. He used to say that we are not his children and he can do so much to help us. Roy and I felt like we were not Is. And when he left for Ruth, he felt that our feeling was not so far from reality.
"When she left, I was twelve or thirty years old, then Baddy had a bad road accident. I think he was drinking that another driver of a car, a white farmer, was betrayed in the accident. The old man had been in hospital for a long time. Meanwhile and in the feedback were actually living on their own. When the hospital finally graduated, it was the time when he reached you to meet you and your mother. He told us that both of you will come with him and then we will live like a suitable family. But when he came back, you were not with him, and I had to deal with him on my own.
"After the accident, Budda's water department was overwhelming, and we had no place to live. For some time, we had ever been wandering to him and his relatives, but they eventually used to drive us out, who too had their own problems. Then we got a broken house in a bad part of the city where we stayed for several years. They were extremely troubled years. The bull did not have to pay money and used to pay money from relatives to drink. I think she started getting more embarrassed because of which her temper was very bad. Despite all these problems, he never accepted the opinion nor in front of me that conditions are bad. I understand this is something that makes a lot of sadness how he wanted to show that we are still the children of Dr. Obama. Our cabinets were empty and they were charitable to keep their homeland He used to make the arrangements. I occasionally talked with her but she just used to say that you are a foolish girl who can not understand.
"The relationship between her and opinion was worse. They used to have severe battles. He just stopped coming home and started living with different people. That's why I was living alone with the bull. As long as I was late for late, thinking that there was no terrible incident with him, he kept awake till he came. Then he entered the house in a dramatic vent and lifted me up, because either he wanted it or something to eat. He used to do the same thing as to how unhappy he was and how he was cheated. I used to be so stupid that I did not understand anything that she used to say. In my heart, I started to argue that he stayed outside the house at night and did not return.
"The thing I saved was the Kenya High School. It was a girls' school dedicated only to the British. Very tough, and very generous yet. After my departure to this school, most of the white girls were left and thus allowed African teachers to give lessons. Refer to these things I was there. It was a boarding school, so I used to stay there instead of going to Budde even after the holiday. School made me feel of discipline. Understanding, something I can support.
"I did not get my school fee a year ago, I was sent home. I was crying all night. I did not know what to do. One head mistress heard about my situation and issued me a scholarship, so I was in the school. It is so sad but I used to think about as much as it was and I was worried about it, yet I was happy that I did not have to live with it. I left him on his own and never returned and did not know.
"During the last two years of my school, the situation was bad. Kenya was dead and somehow old man was able to work in the government again. He got a job in the Ministry of Finance and once again he had to get the money and became the influence. But I think he could not control what he had done with him. He used to see his older people who had gone up because of being politically more powerful. Then it was too late to combine the family. She had been living alone in the hotel room for a long time because she was able to buy the house. For some time she used to have women, European and African, but nobody could ever live. I did not get him around this time, and when I met, he did not understand how he would behave with me. We were like the other, but you know that he still likes that He used to express as if he was an ideal father and could instruct me how to keep the attitude. I remember that when I got a scholarship to go to Germany, I was scared to tell him. I thought that somewhere he would not say that you are too young to go now and do not interfere with my student visa, which the government had to confirm. So I went without saying goodbye.
"Living in Germany, I touched most of the anger that I had on it. When I was away, I realized what kind of money he had spent, how he could not even understand himself completely. Only at last, when her life had toyed her, I started thinking she might have started changing. The last time I met her, she was on a business tour and was representing Kenya at an international conference in Europe. I was hesitant because we did not speak for a long time. But when he arrived in Germany, he was really calm, very satisfied. We really had a great time. You know that when she was absolutely irrelevant, she was very attractive. He took me to London with me and we stayed in a fantastic hotel and introduced me to all our friends at the British club. He used to rear the chair to blow me up and mess He used to tell all his friends how happy he was. In London's flight flight, I saw a glass of morn in which she was being offered whiskey, I said, "I do not have to do this type of movement". Calling the whole set of mugs and giving me, such as the plane was owned by him. When the air host brought them to me, I felt like I was a little kid again. Her nasty princess Baby Her nasty princess Baby Her nasty princess
"On the last day of his visit, he took me to Lunch and we talked about the future. He asked me that I do not need money and insist that I should take something. He told me that when you return to Kenya, I will find you a suitable husband. It was a matter of heart, you know what he was doing to save all lost time like that. Until then she became the father of another son, a young woman was born to George, who was living with her. So I told him that I and Rai are older now, there are our own ways, our memories are, and we can not be forgotten what has happened so far. But since George is a blanket, you have the opportunity to really do everything with him. He just hit the head. Such as. Such as. "
Umma was tired of lightning light in the light of our father's image of lightning. Now she stood and went to the window, her back was on my side. He was catching himself, his hands were tied to his shoulders. Then he started to shake badly. I came from behind and took it out and she kept crying. The grief was going out of light in the dark waves. "You know," she said among her relatives, "I just started to know it." Where was the place now? Where he can clarify himself. Sometimes I think maybe he has turned that turn and he has got the inner comfort. When he died, I thought myself so much retailer. The same fraudulent retail as you certainly have felt.
Turn out a sharp car tire on the outside. A lonely person crosses the yellow circle of road light. It was as if intentionally, a single body had become straight, its breath was smooth, and she wore her eyes with her shirt. "Oh, because of what you did to your sister she was a lucky laugh. He turned to me. "You know what old things used to do about you old. He used to show each other to you and tell us how well you are studying at school. I guess your mummy and she used to write a letter to each other. I understand that letter would really give him comfort. During every unfortunate bad times, when everyone had turned back from him, he used to bring this letter from him and came to my room and started reading them loudly. He forced me to wake up and listen when I was all over
I was sleeping soon, but I kept sitting on the chair. Seeing her face. He tried to know what he had said when hearing his relapse. I felt as if my world has left the head of the head. As I wake up, I have seen the blue sun in the yellow sky or have seen the animals talking like humans. All the time I had the same image of the father in my mind. Excellent scholar, good friend and commitment leader. But the mirror was lost in the back of the chair in the yellow light of the single bulb. Who took her place? A bitter drunk? A cheating husband? A defeated lonely bureaucrat? I thought I was fighting a boat all the time with a ghost. If I did not have a problem, I would be very strong.
(Barrack's father left her and her mother to Kenya, when Barack was two years old when she became ten years old and her father came to the United States once again for a month. When Barrack grew up and made a program to go to Kenya's father, his father died)