Frankly speaking, I'm a sufferer of love. I've been into three relationships which I poured out my whole heart and efforts, but at the end shits occurred. So I zeroed my mind off women. Not that I turned anti-feminist, but I was just rigid to love.

I found myself posted to serve in Asaba (January, 2018), after camping, got attracted to one female corps member naturally, decided to be flexible this time with the belief that I've found my last love but another shit ensued in. It's been weeks now, she hasn't sent for me, she asked I give her a little break just like that. I couldn't comprehend the necessity of that break, after all the persuasion, I just had to let her be.

I'm confused, down emotionally but I pretend about it, I, I, I, cry inside of me everyday. I'm the PRO of my CDS , everyone's asking me Chris what's up with you, you don't look alright?? I can't tell anyone my plight.

Someone should help me, I haven't been active here on Steemit. This's my whatsapp contact. 08062563590