In the mind of a confused lover

CONTINUATION...
In the mind of a confused lover
By Jurgen Namupira (Troy)

I guess they were right when they said if wishes were horses, well for me I would have put them up for races and make money. Mine are so big, imagine wishing you had the most daring beauty in your arms every night. I mean the kind you wouldn't want even your close male relatives to get close to. The kind whom you wouldn't kill for because in jail you would get a limited dosage of her.

I have tried my level best but trying isn't enough. I just wanted to accept the reality that I made a mistake and should stick to what I already have. This is my other, I wish it would be easy to just ignore her sweet sentiments whenever she passes by and my eyes nearly jump out of their sockets.

That's one part I don't understand about feelings. How come it's almost impossible to reserve them for one special person? Believe me I say, the worst kind of lie we have told as humans is very stupid. "I give you my all..."

Like seriously, who has really done that? I'm willing to take that person out for lunch, and please don't tell me you have when you're still with your first girl/boyfriend...

To be continued

@troypoetics