I'll be mourning on July 1st, not celebrating

Tomorrow is 'CANADA' 151 birthday and my alleged 51st anniversary as spiritual master of my vessel from the point where it started breathing air on it's own.   While millions turn to celebration, I will be mourning as I stop and reflect on the violence and genocide that seems to slip peoples minds as the fire works are bursting in the air.  

By John Woodruff [Public domain domain]  Residential School Regina 1908

For most of my life I enjoyed watching fireworks on my special day.  I was proud of the idea that I came into this world on the day people were celebrating the centennial.  I was even given gifts and awards from the Province of Alberta and Government of Canada.  Now that I've looked into what 'CANADA' actually is and discovered the violent, abusive and genocidal actions of it's members, I cannot in good conscience participate.  

People all over this country are going to reflect on all the great things they associate with this day.  For me, when I look at this relationship, it is mired in conflict, violence, abuse, lies, slavery and genocide.  Much like being a witness to a violent and abusive marriage between husband and wife, how can I celebrate the successes when one is beating, yelling, manipulating and controlling the other?  That darkness tarnishes the accomplishments.

Castle Mountain Internment Camp (1915) [public domain]

I've worked very hard to love myself and establish boundaries to ensure that I am not embroiled in the violence.  I absolutely refuse to participate in abusive relationships.  While millions fail to see the abuse, I see it clearly.  As such, I walked away over 10 years ago and decided to build a relationship directly with Mother Earth and Creator while reaching out to those on the receiving end of the abuse.  Despite the objections of many family, friends and 'Canadians', I said good bye and set my boundaries.  Ohhhh, how people hate that I did that.  They think I'm crazy and call me all kinds of names and still try to place labels on me as well.  

But I stand on my decision.  I see violence in all aspects of the state.  People not only fail to see it, they found ways to justify or legalize the violence.  I see the original stewards of this land being marginalized, abused, discriminated against and even killed.  I see the use of coercion and violence to maintain control, the greedy raping and pillaging the land.  Many more are homeless, poor, losing their homes or enslaved by debt.  How is any of this okay or worthy of celebration?  Canadian's are not free, they are feudal slaves too blind to see the chains around their necks.  I've spoken about the violence and slavery for over a decade, yet tomorrow will still witness millions throwing a party.  

Source: Michelle Caron [CC license]

I cannot change others.  I fully recognize that they are on their own path and journey.  I've influenced a few to make changes in their lives.  I refuse to go to war to make the point as that violates spirit.  All that I have left is a strong rebuke for those who continue to participate in the fiction called 'CANADA'.  Your participation means you consent to all the suffering that results from the march of colonialism across this land.  It could not happen with out your support.

The problem with my rebuke is that withdrawing from that relationship is a huge and monumental change.  99% of the people will refuse to make that type of change and as such we continue to be a witness to events unfolding that are dark, painful and wrong.  

I've said it in the past, this planet will need to experience a catastrophic event to put us into dark times.  This type of event is necessary in order for people to surrender their addictions to their feudal masters and learn how to govern and take care of themselves.  The feudal lords are working hard to bring about prophecy and with billions believing it as well, they will create it to happen.  

I see civil war breaking out in the USA and the violence spreading as the corporate control net is thrown over everyone.  Mother Earth will literally be the only place where we can get our needs met.  I urge people to start building a relationship with her as it takes years to reconcile that relationship.  

Yes, I am very aware of how dark this post is, but I cannot express enough how important it is that we learn to love ourselves so that we can see just how violent ALL our relationships actually are.  This type of behavour has been justified for generations and I refuse to participate in this shit.  People are sick and in great pain as a result.  We all see the manifestations and symptoms of it, yet struggle to figure out the root causes.  The root causes are clear, if we only take a moment to be honest and blunt with ourselves.  The solutions are also clear, but will require a lot of work to heal and change.  

We cannot afford to dismiss these issues any longer.  Participation and silence means we consent to it, even if we are consciously aware of it or not.  Our spiritual growth depends on our ability to be consciously aware of the darkness around us and take action to confront and heal it.  We cannot avoid that pain or work.  It must be done.  Those with the courage to love deeply enough to confront the darkness, heal it and work through that process are going to be the leaders of tomorrow.  They will inspire others to do the same.  The spiritual rewards is why we are here.

LIFE IS ALL ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS!  The sooner we acknowledge that, the sooner we can find peace, freedom, prosperity, joy and love for ALL on this planet.  I don't celebrate abusive relationships, I rebuke and confront them.  This is no exception!  

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