A LOVE LETTER

Dearest children of mine ,

Hello my precious ones , I hope that you will be able to read this message someday. All of my pregnancies with you guys are unplanned , but definitely God had better plans of giving you three to me. I always Thank HIM for blessing me with theee adorable , sweet , talented, smart and loving babies. You guys are both my weakness and strength , weakness because you all are making me tired physically LOL, not just that but because making you see crying or in pain brings a lot more pain to me; and strength because you my sweethearts are my inspiration and the main reason why i wake up everyday and have the courage to face anything and do everything for all of you.

I will also have a message for each of you

To Zeph,

Hi Nak (son) , you are a 10-year old boy now, but i still wanna call you bebe, actually the whole family, from your grandpa to everybody still calls you that. You are my firstborn , though i had you at a very young age , that was when i was 17, i got pregnant . Then what happened , just happened , i became a solo parent with you. But i did stayed strong because the support of our whole family. I know it's hard that you are not living with me right now , but i am very grateful to have your grandma to take care of you. I am sorry son for all mom's shortcomings, all the milestone and moments i've missed since you are little . And here I am again starting to cry and feeling guilty of our situation . I always pray to God to forgive me and for you to forgive me too for all that i haven't done for you. Thank you bebe for being so understanding and for still loving mommy despite of everything . Remember that I am doing my best , step by step , so we can be together forever , no more long distance relationship for us son.Hoping very soon.I love you with all of me always 😘❤️❤️❤️

To Alex,

Hello My Big Ate (eldest sister among siblings) , after 8 long years , i got pregnant again , and that is you , though unplanned too, the moment i held you in my arms seems all are perfectly planned. I was so happy because at last I have a baby girl, like a mini me , though they say you look more like your papa than me. Baby girl , you will be turning 3 this June , i can't wait for more milestones you'll be having. I thank God everyday for i have the chance to hug you and say 'i love you' to you , waking up each morning with you and your siblings makes me do better everyday. Baby girl sorry if there are times that u have to discipline you in my own way , like i always say it's a no no and explaining you repetitively everyday, it's for you baby, when you grow up , you'll know that 'mother knows best' is so true. Thank you ate for your cries and smiles and laughs everyday. I love you with all of me always❤️❤️❤️😘

To Freia ,

Hayie there my cutie patootie bonseng , I love to call you bonseng another term for "bunso" (youngest among siblings). Lord gave you to me just almost a year ago, so that means your first birthday is approaching. Your papa thought that you might be a boy when we haven't checked your gender yet and so he's so excited to haveababy boy that time , hehe. Then you came out to this world, seeing your papa's smile is unexplainable and we are definitely happy to haveanother babay girl . My love , you are growing so fast , though you only have a tooth for now i am amaze how you eat , me and papa are always excited to feed you because you are not a picky eater , and you eat a lot , most favorite? rice. Bonseng, thank you for your giggles , for the laughters that make us laugh too everytime . Thank you for being so sweet. I am sorry if sometimes mommy have to let you cry so i can finished some chores ,but always keep in your heart that my love for you and your siblings will always be something to be treasured and will not be erased by anyone or anything. I love you with all of me always 😘❤️❤️❤️

You three will be my forever treasures. Life has been more meaningful for having you guys.I will always and forever love you with all my heart and soul. YOU THREE ARE MY LIFE❤️❤️❤️

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