Dear Diary: My "Untalented" Nanay (Mother)

No one would miss my mother much a lot than me because I had been with her time more than in any of my other siblings. She had been also my source of strength and weaknesses for that matter because she too is not a perfect mother. But the love and care that she already had given me over the course of my emotional and medical needs cannot of course be compared to anything and I do value it from my heart.

My mother already had gone old. I have noticed that lately especially when I was just starting on my dialysis, she had lost some weight. But maybe that is just normal because she is very active and isn't a heavy eater and in fact she doesn't eat pork or meat that much and just prefers fish and some fried chicken.

My mother is the binder of our family. I don't think we as siblings would get together much if mother will not be around. It is just because our family is also centered through her and will never be complete without her presence. So since I am quite disabled physically, I just pray that I should be the one that must first go out from this world because it will get hard from me if my mother will never be there to help me and it's a reality that I have to accept.

So I am just doing what I could to never give her a headache and I am grateful and thankful to God and steemit community of friendly kind-hearted and sometimes selfless people that helps me and thereby making us not to worry much about my my medical needs unlike before. Steemit really changed our lives for the better.