Longing for a fathers love( LOVE ME JUST DONT ABUSE ME )

This is a story of a young princess who leave far from the town or low class community, she think before life is just easy and simple that its just all about playing,eating,working, she came from a big family, ,she thought that everything is all well,she found her family as a perfect one, a very hardworking father, and a wonder woman kind of mom she have, that always think to take care all of her sibling, she thought everything well be stay as wonderful as that,but one day everything is change into horrible,painful,unforgettable experience that causes a big wounds on her heart,

She still remember the exact year,months, that she cannot forget even until this day it is written on her heart,mind,body, and soul, year that her father stole her innocent part,yes she's being abuse by her own family member,supposed to be home is the safest place for our children,but sad to say now a days were not safe even in the hand of our own parent,
She's scared, she's broken, she need help but nobody's there except herself, but she need to protect herself from abusive world,

she open up to her mom hoping that she can get some help, or she's going to defend here but she failed her mom ignore her and saying that she's just making some excuses, her mom listen and give more important from her father's words and testimony than her,

and for a second time both parent broke the heart of a young girl, she have a lot of question stuck on her mind that moment :( how painful it was when no nobody believe's in you, that your a victim but in the end everybody treat you as your a suspect :( so she choose to escaped from the place that she considered before as her small castle but now its look like a jail in a jungle so suffocating.

She's badly hurt she want to run, far from the people who hurt and harmed her, she want to hide from the judgemental society saying that they care but truth is they're just want to make some gossip on her,
she felt lost but nobody's looking for her, she's tired but nobody care to offer her to rest. she's hungry but nobody spared some food to her.

she just hoping now that if you know someone that have a case like this believe on her cause no one were going to put her name in shame,just to get some attention, its the most traumatic experience of her
and now she find hard to fully accept and forget everything,

But she knows it will ended too soon because God does not want you to suffer further. He feels your pain. He sees your sacrifices.
He knows what your heart desires. He sees you when you cry at night feeling helpless. He feels all your hurt.

PS; message to her,

Your grown up now from a young innocent girl your become an independent and strong woman, life knocked you down few time always back up never stay down,dress up wipe all those tears. Rebuild yourself. It hurts right now but everything will be fine. You will be okay. Do not question why it happened thanked him. God’s plans are always the best for you.

wildchikz signing off :)