Dear Diary: I Feel So Weak Nowadays Because Of My Troublesome Breathing Condition

Today as I sitted myself on my personal camping chair which I believe was the most comfortable chair in my home to attend to my church obligation here in the comforts of my own home. I am just watching the recording of the offerings of prayers and the topic of the preaching but it made me lose my breath just by sitting.

So I asked my mother to prepare the hard sofa so that I could lay myself and endure the pressure points created by my body's curvature against the hard wood sofa surface. Even turning to my side is difficult much less watching the video was also difficult as the bump in my face hinders my eyesight so see the recording of the church activity.

But what I have noticed is that I felt much weaker nowadays. My strength didn't improved much as I am waiting for any signs about it but only my pains went away but not my weakness which somewhat progresses. Maybe this means that my backbone is causing my lungs to get squeezed even further as they somewhat collapsed even further too.

This is not good if my fears just get realized and I do not have anything in mind what to do as I have done every possible thing just to improve my condition with the help of God and steemit friends. I am still hopeful that my condition will improve even though I am feeling otherwise. I needed to be positive on this one issue of mine that further complicates to my breathing difficulty and weakness. I just needed much prayers my dear fiends in the world, help me with a prayer and God bless you all that will do that favor.