Dear Diary: Things That Bothers My Body Lately

Things generally turns out better for me as of the moment and in fact the back pain that I am complaining always had just been replaced by a warm sensation so it is quite a weird but pleasant now from the site where the pain s originating before. So it really is a divine gift for my body that I was able and get the privilege to have medicated as I am continually rescued from misery.

But there are still things that bother my body and it just as inconvenient as any other that you see from me today. This is this weird sensation, a kind of rolling numbness that I always felt in my left side of my torso under the rib cage. I guess nobody feels this kind in the world except only me, I would bet on that. I also believe that it has no cure and I just position myself just to make it go away but maybe if my backbone will get re-aligned and my height returned to normal then things might change. But for now just have to contend again about this bodily burden and maybe hope for it to pass.

My appetite geets poor at times but sometimes I can eat well so it is a bothering issue for me if I cannot eat because I might lose weight and it is not good for my health or anyone for that matter. Now I have to eat especially in the morning and night time because those were the times that I have to take my medicine. Before I was not taking my medicine I just skipped meals and wait for me to get hungry before I eat. Now I just have to follow the schedule so I can follow my medical therapy and it is quite a task to eat too.

Lastly. I had been drooling much. It is because of my physical mouth changes as my face I believe is continually progressing to enlarge. So I am always forced to lay down on my bed so my drool won't drip down on my face and lap. It happens when I look down and the down also a stream of drool. My physical appearance actually is kinda looking cool for me if not by its accompanying speech disability, eating disability and then drool drip problem. I could manage but it all bothersome.

Lastly, my face is getting bigger and I really don't know what to do or at least think. So I am just doing what I can and try not to think about it. If anyone of you can tell my face to stop growing, then please do. It has a mind of its own I know but at least I can wish for something about it.