It's so hard and scary to open your heart to someone But the point is vulnerability is the key to happiness..
~Amy Poehler
You did not love her, you just thought you did and it's okay. Yes you were with her but tomorrow would be another girl. Yes you make time to see her but only when it's comfortable with you.
You want her to stick with you but reminding her that you don't want commitment so she'll play loyal while you just palying ang keep fooling around. She knows it all but chose to keep it secret and the pain with her that made herself unworthy just to make sure that "you" and "her" will still be there.
We just can't deny that some people are too blind to appreciate what they have right now. Hey you! Never make a girl look pathetic just beacause she loves you.
Thanks to my friend @iamkareencajes for the drawing.