Help needed ,too expand Crowdfunding support would be appreciated

Hello everyone I'm keegan MacDonald , I started producing(well learning) music about 5 years ago off pirated programs just while I learned how to run the program(in this case fl studio and protools) once I got the hang of it and started posting my music it got a fair amount of attention and this is just off stock sounds, then I started taking it more serious from that point , I have literally went days without food just too buy the programs too be as legit as possible , all I could afford was rent and cat food and little food for myself at the time, so when I wanted something I had to go without something else to get it , so far I have collected fl studio producer edition(hoping to upgrade too signature) , komplete10 and hoping to soon get a new computer and omnisphere 2https://www.spectrasonics.net/products/omnisphere/ totaling at around $4,000 , you can help me with my dream of becoming the best producer I can be by simply upvoting this post $0/4000