Good afternoon!
For God is at work within you, helping you want to obey him, and then helping you do what he wants.
PHILIPPIANS 2:13
Don't be discouraged. God is at work!
You may not be happy with yourself now, but God is not finished working.
God can complete what He starts. Give Him some time.
You will never be able to please God just on your own effort, but through Jesus Christ and His work in you, you WILL become what God wants you to be.
God is working in me and He always does a good job.
GOD bless!