depressed people? Is it a disease ? A Biography of an unsociable

You Know that feeling?
When you're just waiting
Waiting to get home, into your bed
And just let everything out that you kept all day
Nothing is wrong
But nothing is right either
And you're tired
Tired of everything, Tired of nothing
And you just someone to be there and tell you "its okay"
But no one's going to be there
And you know you have to be strong
Far yourself, because no one can fix you.
But you are tired of waiting
Tired of being strong enough
And far once you just want it to be easy
To be simplr, To be helped . To be saved
But you know you won't be
But you're still hoping
And you're still wishing
And you're still staying strong and fighting
With tears
To conclude
You're the type of person with enjoy being different
You like to walk home alone
You like to stay home alone
You just like quiet and time to your rest
But you dont like to be alone
There is a contradiction
I'am a depressed person with a complicated mind