this is beautiful! I am so glad that you are delving into self development in your posts. I guess you have been a while/forever, but I hadn't noted that is what it is. I remember knowing you in person that was one treasure of you, your loving nature. We all got a name related to a letter of our name, and you were called Lovingly as your first part of the name. Remember that? Anyway, I think this is one of the most important messages I have ever heard, though a little later than it might have been useful in this past rough bit I had. Thank you so much for being so loving of your heavy hard emotions as well as everything that is pleasant. It is how you come into the world, an admirable trait, and something I want to glean.