TRUE INSTRUCTION IS AVAILABLE. It has been waiting for you to reach the point of maturity where you realize its necessity in your life. This engenders true motivation for learning. It is born of recognizing your limitations in light of that which is your true need. You must love yourself to become a student of Knowledge and continually love yourself to proceed. There is no other obstacle to learning but this. Without love there is fear, for nothing else can replace love. But love has not been replaced, and true assistance is available to you.

IN YOUR TWO MEDITATION PRACTICES TODAY, attempt to feel the presence of that true assistance. In stillness and in silence, feel this within your life and around you. These meditation practices will begin to open a greater sensitivity within you, a whole new sense. You will begin to discern things that are present, even though you cannot see them. You will be able to respond to ideas and information, even though you cannot hear the source of the message yet. This is the actual process in creative thinking, for people receive ideas; they do not create them. You are part of a greater life. Your personal life is the vehicle for its expression. Your individuality, then, becomes more highly cultivated and more joyful, a prison no longer for you, but the form of your joyful expression.

TRUE ASSISTANCE IS AVAILABLE TO YOU. Practice this day feeling its abiding presence in your life.

Practice 48: Two 30-minute practice periods.

Step #48: True Instruction Is Available to me.

PRACTICE

(26-27/04/2018)

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To be a Powerful Man one must know how to Love in a Free manner. To Love in a way that lets the other be who they are and not Love who you would want them to be.
When I envisioned that Man, I didn't Know how to Love that way. But in to become that Man, I had to Learn. Thus Instruction was sent to me in the form of a Woman, one which I rapidly and deeply fell in Love with.
Guided by the fear of loosing that Love, I became egoistical and demanding, possessive and sorrowful, which indeed and rightfully made Her want to move away from that, which game me time to Think and Analyze my behavior, Examine myself. And then I Realized it.
To become that Man I envisioned myself being I had to go through that instruction, even if at times it was painfully hard. I needed that to become the Man I initially only dreamed of Being.