The challenge of The Way of an artist is when you wake up in the morning, writing 3 pages of a notebook of everything that comes out. It can be anything, it does not have to make sense, just what’s coming out, it's a good way to clear your thoughts, practice writing, look into the inside and develop as an artist. Because I'm writing on a computer and not up to pages, I'll write between 400-800 words Are we ready?
Another day to start again after yesterday I failed, again to make an effort, to try to do the right things, the healthy and good things for me, every day, to invest in myself and not bury myself in shit. It always follows me in a few days all these falls, wanting to be strong, one that says and sustains, decides and does, not one who is tempted and breaks easily. Now I feel nauseous because I ate junk food yesterday so it's still stuck in my throat I'll have a big glass of water My mouth feels like an ashtray My body is busy and I feel broken But you have to collect the pieces and put them on the schedule because time passes and the moment does not stop .... I read that you must not hurry, be quick but yes but hurry no, maybe it's true, all books
! So what if I've already failed a thousand times, start again, it's not terrible, I'll still be able to get on the wave, this time ride it to the beach, the intention is to realize this wave to the end, putting things into a habit is something that is important to me to do, God, and get out of the habit things that hurt me. As if it were supposed to be simpler but it seems that one of the hardest things in life is to overcome yourself, I am my own greatest enemy, I want to be my best friend! Where do I get the strength? How do you do it? How do you persist, how do you hold out without breaking every day, how do you put your goal in front of your eyes and not move? Maybe that's not the right approach. ? Perhaps there is a better approach? More suited to my character, something more holistic and more loose and hippie ...
In any case, the critical line works strong with me this morning, because yesterday I went out with everything I kept myself from doing, I got out and it threw me on a brick wall and now I'm all crushed so obviously I'll be critical. I still maintain a positive attitude because I know that a negative attitude will only keep me away from that goal. I do not whine, not how stupid I am, how much I am a loser or how retarded I am. Although my life is a pursuit of success and a collection of glorious failures, I will continue my way and hope to make that change soon and make my life the best thing they can be.
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