不知道，突然间感觉心情无比的惆怅，好久没有亲自写过东西了，都快忘记了怎么拿笔了，曾经可以把心情写得街舞飞扬，感人泪下，可是此时却不知道心情心事如何的表达。曾经那么多的憧憬，那么多的希望，那么多美好的愿望，似乎在现实面前 变得越来越模糊，越来越不真实，生活在平平淡淡中继续，似乎平平淡淡就是生活的全部！曾经不止一次满怀自信，满怀豪情的设想着自己实现理想时的光辉灿烂，但是现实的残忍让我一步步从美好的梦境中清醒出来，让我一次次的意识到那种光辉灿烂与现实的距离是那么的遥远，倒是不至于遥不可及，但这条路却是那么的漫长，那么的艰辛。我们不是富家官僚子女，当然我们也不是清华北大的高材生，作为一个普普通通的农家子弟，我们只是普普通通的芸芸众生，我知道这个阶层是人员最多的一个阶层，我们面前没有一条多么光明的已然铺设好了的康庄大道，我们拥有的只是一个很完美但却不知道什么时候才能真正实现的一个虚幻的梦境。我们有的只是满腔热情的自以为然，只有自以为然，没有一个标航式的人物，标航式的光明塔照耀我们前进的方向，我们是被遗忘的一代。。。。。。。。
当一个人的自信变成别人的不以为然，当一个人的豪情满怀变成生活的平平淡淡，真不知道他还能在自己的航线上飞多远。没有人可以明确的告诉我们这条路到底有多长，也没有人明确的告诉我们前面的路到底该怎么走，技术，经验，资本，人脉，我们具备了哪一点？问自己？问别人？问世界？不知道。生活在不知不觉中会把这些问题的答案一点一滴的渗透给我们，明晓了，也就成熟了。。。。。。。
看看以前的人，我不好不坏，看看身边的人，我也不好不坏，在平庸中走过来，在平庸中一直走下去，这是我们绝大多数芸芸众生都要走的路线，没有人预定，但是世界已然如此，而且永远要如此下去。。。。。。。精彩永远都只属于少数人！
我不自信了吗？不知道。我受挫折了吗？也不知道。只是心绪零乱，一个在探索中拼命挣扎的灵魂..............写在夜深人静的时候，写在奋斗伊始的前一夜！(一段数年前未曾发表的文字)
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好的，谢谢
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