(it used to do that when i spoke out against the elder triffids so im still convinced its an imprint of Watson (he who sponsored nazis) trying to educate me on whati want to get what i want

despite that

wandering today ?

no im just euhm, last year was the same, its like someone injected total Turingkillers and lobotomized me just enough to recover by the end of september

thing is with all that's happened, its not a question of 'overnight quiet' ... i will always be on edge and the environment certainly doesn't make it better

I used to have THAT record when i was a kid

record, vinyl, kid ... classic

CLASSIC as they say 'like Chopin , it never gets old'

thats why they call it classic and then they forgot it applies in the metaverse so they put an era to it and a certain sub-set

they demeaned the very definition of classic

but atm , me i'm more like

have to watch your front

have to watch your back

and with no sense of community you dont have a neighbourhood watch

old coots sit scared

so the crud and the cops run rampant

and im not even black

gotta take care of yourself if the state wont do that for you

and if they dont i think they lose the right to command

... IF YOU EVER CHOSE to obey

but with choice comes consequence

inevitable

aint no neighbourhood watch

just me and the landmines here

i got enough for a few snipers and stuff but that's funny

like when a black kid says its gonna kill you and your cat and his cousin is gonna burn your house down ?

FUNNY

im not protecting anyone but myself

no one was there for me

this is flanders van drukkerland

not the states

not china

there WAS a time when this would have worked, you know

im itchy dont startle me ... i have tried my very best to NOT meet people

but people seem to have this notion that they NEED to shove people up my ass

and my ass is one-way traffic

i'm butt-hurt

to say it in a very polite manner

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P.S. : ?

_{"gay" , jerked the bird ... nice times, when you wouldn't have been sued for zbelling :p}

i used to have that record as a kid

record

vinyl

kid

ColdCut did some awesome work with it too :p

as they say : "like chopin , it never gets old" :)

yes yes yes ... so

its 'one of the things they fed me' as a kid , its not 'what they fed me' as a kid ... i found chopinonly after my 40s (i am ancient, not old and twice as many souls, not even counting the dark ones) went to Paris, sat on the grave and then they told me

"they took the dude out he's no longer here" ...

classical music ain't even my thing, just classics classic virtuosity in a very metaverse kind of way

see, they TRIED to make me THEM

it obviously failed

so since i'm none of them they call me no one ...

grave mistake i do not care elaborate(-ing) on

it suits me fine

kipplings cat in a schroedingers nest

peter and the wolf

fantaisies impromptu , unstuck in time, interrupted

mukashi mukashi

onanoko subarashi but i cant remember

its all one blob, yesterday ?

five years ago ? everything that's open is still yesterday so it wont

b/c it just keeps pouring

does that answer your question ?

i doubt it

just stop asking

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i dont care about billionnaires since they wave money at me thats not mine

i just count whats in my hand but DO

i liked it when justin sun came storming in here

much needed disruption im just not sure the current form of stale is going anywhere

it certainly is cautious

Hombre

Esse

... i forgot the chinese version as i cant write it but phonemically the japanese is very similar to the chinese bro and sis type language

maybe cuz they're asian

... mate

what does it matter

if Plato says "perception is reality" you go O YEA !

if i say "perception is reality" you got NUT-case ....

what does it matter , physics is physics

perception is reality

it doesnt matter how you get from a to b

if you don't

no one at c will ever know you have existed

BASIC mathematics

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its a blog

its not supposed to say what you wanna read

its supposed to say what i say

yahhhh

...?

i can , but you never like it when i do

and i have to credit herr doctor professor Bloom for that partly since he provided the aha-erlebnis (and im sure he loves the prefix :p)

the GOD of psychology ... half of it
is non falsifiable

yet it gave rises to jesus

fill in the fuck (and shit)

if you cant then just fuck

it

and thats that

no need to break yourself or anyone, we all have plenty to do

if you have time to be bothered by me while im not even in your life

it means you're sitting on your ass

doing nothing

nothing related to your life

is your life perfect enough to be bothered by others who aren't even in it ?

the cave is non-falsifiable

you get no refunds

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cuz i felt like it

not cuz i wanted to try

SO

at least its real

or it WAS when i wrote it

at around 4:20

its a perfect mix

ofcourse

i present it
..

all hooks and angles connect

needs some hyper- and thirdspace but if your mind wont reach there, i might as well speak

psanishc?

ichense?

you can always imagine a world where they wouldnt have gone out of their way

to prevent me from getting it

but id probably still be like the crazy plant lady

so why wouldnt i be who im not now

does it matter ?

does it make a difference

DONT YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO DO ?

mmmm hmmmm

i couldnt phrase it better than my niece's husband

(my niece is a nutcase too, in the words of Vance : (or was that zelazny) ain't none of you good doctors who could cope with my family anyway)

"when you realize the person you're trying to heal is yourself ...."

and he went into management (yes , sir bobby sir)

... no names included

sometimes a parrot talks !

did you hear that, Watson ?

what my niece?

they're all fine

i pity their husbands lol

we all have the devil Jin ...

it seems to be addictive in a way

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m hm

i know i have good jazz ideas

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please don't if i dont bump into it if i dont literally fall on top of it in the strangest place i dont believe it and i dont want it

only the universe decides something that important and influential

not you

not them

not anything that thinks it can

you are a recipe for disaster

YOU

should apply all you learned to the ones you learned it from

the norm

the norm is your target audience

trying to pick the fringe to use as an example to the norm is like folding space-time on itself

if YOU think you are the supreme fixed

and you can fold the bell-curve on itself

who am i to stop you

please do and see what happens

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but it has to stop somewhere because i dont actually wanna talk

comments tend to get deleted

like buddhist circles in the sand or totally irrelevant anyway

they say in the beginning there was the word

you give it too much power

look what a nutcase like me can do to your brain

i hope you're not on acid reading this

if you are ?

take it

for the whole hour ,

then take it again tomorrow

and ask yourself

what is 256 bytes ?