My Parathyroid medicine had been working for me quite well and great enough that my body pains are improving more and more as weeks and months go by. Now I can even eat while sitting down as my gums had receded a bit.
My prayer is for my facial bone and the gums would recede more but I know that it will not happen, i can never attain or get back my former appearance nor my spine to straighten-up again but my main concern is to really normalize my Parathyroid function, taming it down so that my joint and bone pains would improve more.
Ii still haven't checked my iPTH levels yet but maybe in the coming days I will so that I can see how much my Parathyroid function had improved. But I am a bit certain that it had gone down because of my utmost determination to improve my bone issues because I am just religiously taking my Cinacalcet, my phosphate binder, my Calcium supplement, and my Vitamin D3 so that all in all my condition regarding my skeletal issues would continue to get into the right direction.
I am happy with the developments because I can now turn on my left and right side without much pain and discomfort, sit for long without my back killing me, use the bathroom without much pain and suffering, just an evidence that what I was doing is working and that is something to get proud of. One step that would take me into a better position regarding my effort to take myself out from what was troubling me from the past few years.
Damage control and management is what I am doing because restoration is impossible to happen unless a divine intervention happens for my body. But this developments are good enough to make me smile and I thank God that no more lingering pain is troubling me anymore. I am not using pain medications anymore and my movements are more relatively more fluid now compared to last year or months back.
So even though my appetite is still in a depressed and heart-breaking situation I am accepting it as the compromise that I have to take so that I could get a better life free from pain and misery.
The next stop if God wills it is for me to get rid of the cause of these current troubles that I am facing which was the parathyroid surgery that I want to undergo into. I am just waiting for the right time because I want to be financially ready for the complications that will happen and certainly it will incur another set of financial burden and I do not want to get caught in a situation where I cannot handle.
The battle continues and I am winning I believe and I am just praying that my body will hold until I can improve it even further even for a short while and that is if God wills it all for me.
