Come take a walk with me, to a place of no return
Let us escape to a place where we can only find peace - just me and you
Silence and tranquillity
Where rivers flow, the moss is rich in green and the lilly pads floating and dancing flawlessly in massive pond as wide and as far as the eye can see - not ! Just joking!
Can you see?
Do you see me?
What do you see?
I am not broken, I was wounded and now very well mended, I learnt the truth long ago, don't try to educate me - reminding me is cool with me.
My heart may have been shattered, I swept up and cleared the mess, put it together, took a deep breath and swor never to shead unnecessary tears again. I promise it still works - only for those who are worthy of it! You just need to search for it as its kept safely in box somewhere. With myself being the key keeper - best of luck on this, you might need it.
My mind was labyrinth full of surprises, with every step, through too every corner. In the end I took small measures into my hands and became a gardener - the hedges needed trimming and disposed of some weeds that took the beauty away from my gorgeous roses bushes - dont worry they dont have thorns.
My body wasn't always my temple but yesterday I had met a fearless lioness who made herself at home, she reminded me of my beauty. Her teeth were sharp, her stair was deep, her willingness was made to be effortless, her demeanour wasn't to be questioned- I wasn't going to argue, I learnt to love my imperfections thanks to her and found my inner will to hunt down my deepest self judgements.
My spirit got lost somewhere in the darkness and somehow found its way through a small beakon of light - so I got some golden glitter and sprinkled it with a little love a shade of green and now it glistens almost always - but dont count on seeing it too quickly.
Can you see?
Do you see me?
What do you see?
Your eyes and ears are not enough, you must try harder or you must think I am impossible.
For a woman just like me can't be seen, heard or observed - we are deeper than this, simpler than this.
I tell you my likes and dislikes, you form your opinion based on an observation and detailed analysis based from your own individual schooling - but yet you are from the truth.
I still take it in my stride with a massive smirk inside and a little voice saying "you are so wrong about me" what you have observed of me is the polar opposite from the facts that you had gathered.
Let's face it, I am not ment to be the ideal "woman" but never underestimate my sense of depth and the love for my intelligence. I am quick, smart and witty. My sense of humour is raw so dont be surprised nor offended, my intuition has never failed me - so don't try to cover my eyes from seeing you, I listen to you with all my sences and my entire being.
You ask, I answer - that's how we do it.
Yet I have a feeling you wish I could tell you more than limit you to my everlasting riddles - I apologise for the slight disappointment, won't be handing out my sweetness that easily.
I give you alot clues, yet you keep me in the general collective. This won't work don't try breaking me down to the core to discover me even the slightest.
Did I say I was simple?
My simplicity is gift of love that comes with time, as time is all have and it's by my side, i have nothing to hide nor to loose. We would have most likely have spoken of my truth in my own way of mystery through my riddles, just listen to me with more depth - am i hard work for you? I wasnt going to make it easy.
Don't be prepared for me to give you a "tell all" - trust is the main key to my heart. Take a seat have a tea put your feet up, relax and wait, I promise I won't leave you disappointed. In time you will see incredible things - you may even slap your self saying "she is too good to be true"
What I have painted for you on the outside is a complicated painting that may need deconstruction. Be creative, add a little enthusiasm and then as you add your own colour you will see me a little better - just be yourself.
Can you see?
Do you see me?
What do you see?
I might appear like I am in mourning, by the black tone of my clothes each day. Don't be fooled by this, its my way from keeping people at bay - for I have a rainbow of colours so bright that glows within me - remove your sun glasses so you see me.
There might be be times where you will tempted to poke me.
Just like a lioness - am not one to receive invasions lightly. Depending on the day or your significance in my life, you may be lucky and escape my viciousness - be cautious i am watching you though.
If my time was invested in you, and I gave you a small part to play with me, then be prepared - for my thoughts to be honest and a golden banquet to be presented to you, for I will have fed you with the best my servings from my own plate and most likely make you eat the plate too - don't say I didn't warn you - just simply be cautious on how hard that poke is!
Can you see?
Do you see me?
What do you see?
On the outside you see what I show you, the inside of me will remain for me and when I am ready to show you.
Proove me wrong even the slightest and challenge me a little. I will allow you to take a small step forward, for when you do, you will receive things you have yet to discover from no other.
It's not easy to love me, if you are smart you will handle me well and with care. I am patient, loyal and my love is endless, my passion and temper both work as fuel for efficiency and progression from me to be wiser - don't ever misinterpret this as loonasy, i dont have space for grudges.
Don't question my theories - when my mind hypothesises on an issue, it means I am processing and weighing up my options - no matter the of emotional circumstances, i always find an answer.
I give little things importance because they are irritable, annoying and mostly likely caused by the ingenious mind of someone that wishes to proove themselves - this is what get my guts moving.
Big things i have patience, love and nuture, for I take time to find suitable ways to deal with it by placing my emotions to one side looking for a clear image and often in deep reflection - i never let it go without trying every possible option known to man and its existence. I never give up on the things and those I hold and love.
If I like your company you will know, you won't need my words in expressing it - don't wait for me to tell you either, most likely i will be obervent and protective of you.
If don't like you I won't give you my time nor my company, you won't hear my words, you will be just observed closely.
If I love you and hold you in my heart then be prepared for a lifetime of affection - this doesn't mean it will come in physical form all the time I will give you the best of both. You will have my total trust and an abundance of loyalty at this point.
Can you see?
Do you see me?
What do you see?