Doing steemit post and telling stories about it

I joined the steemit platform for almost 2 months ago and went to Masterclasskk to learn how to do good contents on postings regarding with my interest. At first I was totally stunned for a while what am I supposed to write about without any interest of my self as a steemit blogger. Really until I dumped myself saying that I would like to take lubrication tips as my interest to blog about.
Quite a funny interest though and I was the one and only to find with a funny intrest. But I wasn't worried about that as I am a marketing executive for almost 9 year's in the lubricants company. Most likely I was trying to make my self more exposed to the network and not what I'm interested in at that moment. Looks like I was the Mr. Bean the funny things just popped into people's minds lube tips for sex toys was also lubrication tips at those topics.
Indeed it was "lol" to the person who has nothing but ended up with something else to share about. Frankly I'm still very lost in the steemit community what am I really doing for steemit and trying to understand what why where when and who to ask if I'm doing the correct thing here. This is what I'm feeling right now. Trying to make the best out of nowhere with steemit post about my problems. Probably It won't be a very good contents of my posts. But eventually it is the purest writing on the platform on how to do a good writing post from myself. Damn I am having trouble with trying to make a hell of a sudden post about what I mean. I really apologize if what I have written about. Besides steemit why does discord have to play a role of making bots and do Upvote with by paying steem of steem dollars is a really an explanation mark. What are the advantages and disadvantages of doing such thing for? Some complicated understanding for me and I've heard of some sort of thing like making a bot for what I find it hard to understand that part. Is that the way to make more friends or to generate more steem income by using a bot? I'm not sure if it's really a way to do it here in steemit. I'm not just bragging about it but really tough to find a certain relevant answers. Curator delegation is another story about and if only I could have someone to explain what when where how and why should I concern about it. Trying to get an idea of what am I really doing for and the benefits of having to build a bot really making me even more blurr.
When I ask something this deep I don't get any response from people instead i was told to do more writings post about what I was thinking about and a story about it. Hmm. .. I think back to myself very fishy answers that I get when I'm asking for more details about it.
Of course I want to do more professional writing as well so that I would get more attention in a good contents but after that in the end of the day I can get paid for it. That part is understandable for me. I'm not writing because of negativity writing but I'm just writing this blog post for a more understanding of what am I supposed to do best In the end result.