It ends this way...

My pillows get soaked every night I wanna sleep.
I have bad dream, they give me the creep.
The last time I saw you, you hated that I loved you.
The last time I called you, you didn't say you love me too.
I played the piano for you and watched you dance.
I played too with your heart and BOOM! Gone in an instance.
I met you in May, went on a date in July, kissed you in August.
With all these, how foolish of me to think I've gained all your trust.

Did you really find funny the good jokes I use to make?
Huh? Makes me think the chuckles and hard laughs were fake.
Then a birthday present would be to remember that last day
If you wanna go, please don't go away.
What I hide may hurt you.
I wouldn't, trust me, if I could.
I'm reminiscing, I'm really missing the messages you sent.
I saved so much! So much time and with you I spent.
I crave for the past, to live in it once more.
I thought it would last, so I didn't care to call.

Tears roll down from my eyes as I write
All has suddenly turned black that was white.
You have moved on I suppose.
I'm happy to hear! So here is my toast!
I wish I hadn't met you, I'd have been miserable.
But I did meet you, now I'm sad and these pains are unbearable.
You never know how much one means till you loose it.
You never know how tired you feel standing till you have a sit.

Can't I say a word that'll change everything?
Can't I call your cell, and you'll say "let's meet in Wellington"
I've lost appetite to eat, I'm filled with grief
It's like I stole my joy away, what kind of thief.
I'll call today to say I love you!
I'll call today and make all this come true.
I'll call today and tell you how much of us I miss.
I'll take that last flight to come and give you a kiss.

Boom! Boom! There's breaking news report saying there was a collision.
You're standing at home seeing my lifeless body on the television.
You were not even married, you didn't even move on.
You were sad too but I kept thinking your life was all fun.
Now you do not get to know what I was ever going to say.
How would you know that I was driving so careless so I could come to ask "how was your day?"

If you hadn't so much pride, you'll have called me there.
But you didn't and missed my calls, now I'm really dead.
I never got to say that "the time we spent apart just made my love stronger"
I just thirst for your body, I've not had you, it makes me hungrier.

You took our only child with you, he was all I had
You made him think his father was the one who did bad.
I miss you dear. My son? I miss that lad.
I'm sorry this love story gotta end so sad.
Bye! It's hard to say but bye!
With all that's happened, you never asked why?
I've been laid to rest,
I leave you and the rest.
My heart still beat on your chest.
I loved you more on my last days than the first.