7days of december(3)

December 14
I had made up my mind to make-up for the day before, I woke up early, prepared, was ready to go way ahead of time, then I call J and he tells me he has a class that morning, then I realized
"I haven't been to class for the last two days!!!!"
I knew it was bad but I put the thought behind me, it was a anti-productive, today would be the third day but I didn't care, I tell J I will be at his place, and hang up.
I got to J's place, he's not even had his bath, I was a bit mad, then he tells me he has an assignment to submit, and a class to attend, he didn't want to miss the attendance, we sort out the assignment, I persuaded him to ignore the class which he agrees to, he goes to have his bath, but by this time we were already running late for the meet his clients had set, he rushes through his clothes and we rush out, straight to the meet, we get to the meeting point and find out we were at the wrong place, we finally get to the meeting point, strangely we were still early.
Well after waiting and taking some pictures there we set out on our journey for the day,
After a couple of stops and an unplanned change of location we finally arrive at our destination, the highlight of today is going to be the pool party, but for now we were at the cinema to see some movies, all this while I stole glances at her, she would smile and I would glow even though she wasn't smiling at me, truthfully I was happy but I couldn't contain my feelings any longer I needed to tell someone, I waited for the right moment, and told J
J I like that lady
"Who?"
One of the ladies in suit on Thursday, the dark one
"Really?!!, shoot your shot bro"
I want to but I don't know why, I can't
He looks at me
"You of all people, okay, just don't act stupid and let her go before you grow some balls"
He was right though
I didn't have problems walking up to ladies generally, as long as I didn't have anything for them, the one's I do have feelings for takes me for ever to talk to and when I do it gets awkward
J was amazed, stunned probably after all he didn't have a clue before now.
After a while
Some of the ladies come to meet J saying the want to take some pictures, the movies are already giving me an headache so I leave the cinema as well, J takes some pictures, I get us something to eat and drink, and here she was, J one of the ladies who was taking pictures with J at the moment, I can't help but smile whenever I see hers so I smile when she smiles for the camera, after he was done, I and J stay back for a while, we are we are talking when I hear her walk up to J and ask him if she could see some the pictures, J reluctantly agrees after a while he decides to leave,
Now this feels like the classic wingman set up
And there she is sitting across the table from me, the voice in my head literarily screaming at her, I like you, but my mouth is shut and I say nothing, I just sit and stare for a while, we then talk about some things which I assume was boring to her because she told me she was bored just before she left, I take those words to heart and assume there's no way she would find me interesting or worth getting to know, now I make up my mind to back away.

The events at the cinema come to an end and we are headed for the pool party, we get to the pool, J only acts the role of the photographer for a while before he decides to join the ladies in the pool, leaving the camera to me, so I assume the role of the photographer, taking pictures here and there, some of which I am especially proud of, I notice her occasionally here and there and although her smile still makes mine crawl out of its hiding place, I am too moody to engage in any particular fun activity, I just want to be home already, the pool party soon comes to an end , some of the clients decide to stay back, she included, J collects my phone to collect the numbers of some ladies, I really do not care at this point, he then returns my phone and urges me to collect her number, I refuse, saying I wasn't in the mood, I would the next time I see her, he angrily collects the phone from me,
Walks up to her,
Collects her number,
Shows me her number,
Saves her number, probably to prevent me from saying it wasn't saved and gives me the phone
I just want to be home already
On my way back sitting isolated in the bus they had rented for this particular day, I thought,
Why did she stay back?
What was she doing at this moment?
The I could feel jealousy trickle down my spine and sip into my blood, the voice in my head kept saying "its a pool party dumbfuck use your imagination"
My imagination in turn running wild.
I said to myself as I finally dropped from the bus at my stop she doesn't even know you are going through this, this should end now.

I apologize for the mistake i made and the possible spelling mistakes as well as the occasional word skipping, i have no one to prove read them and i really hate reading them all over, ruins the mood. So with that said no feedbacks yet but i hope you guys are enjoying this.