The woman that never died, a short story of fiction

Imagine seeing it all, how we came to be, how we became us. Imagine having the capacity to remember it all! Lives made and lost, traditions coming and going, history, shaped and lied about. There would be no questions because we would know the answers. How did Cleopatra really look, how was the great wall of China built? How did the Sphinx lose its nose and were the Gladiator fights really so bloody... It all we can only imagine as our souls were preoccupied, in a different dimension, when these things happened.

There is so much to observe in this reality alone but not many souls get to see even a fraction of it. You come to Earth, you live your life and one day, there will be a dash of darkness before your soul will be born again, in a different world. There are no exceptions except her, all of us come and go, either backward or forward, closer to Eden or back to Fae, to acquire a lesson that our will had not accepted before. The Earth, the endless culprit, the one we blame for not being able to return home.

There is no grand rule, we are just naked souls, babies in the eyes of her and the others. We bounce from dimension to dimension, learning love, the connection, compassion, understanding, honor, justice, the concept of right or wrong. We make our own decisions that impact where we land. The seven realities would seem to be enough and a short journey indeed but Earth is the one that humans seem to get stuck on.

While planets before are being passed in one lifetime, you come to Earth and oftentimes a regress is offset. She has the tendency to uncover those who are pretending, those who want to have it all for themselves, those who do not think of others and those who are keen to stray. And even though there is no one way to get home, we seem to let all the darkness take over here and then we cut our own road to Eden because of our guilt. The soul knows even if the mind has no remorse. Earth wakes up something in us, a darkens that should be embraced but not allowed to rule the minds. The pureness of angels is washed away by a desire that makes us hurt others.

But it has been seen time over time. It is rare but possible and our soul power is balancing out, the mind is not poisoned by heart anymore and the heart is not poisoned by mind games as much as it was. It is easy to create a creature, only with their mind, a soldier that always follows and never doubts orders, he has consciousness, he knows what is right or wrong but he does not long for something beyond the scope. It is easy to create a creature, only with soul, one that longs and explores and loves and does not care about rules, one that can not be influenced in any way. You can create a million of minds but more than one pure soul would destroy the universe.

And that is the lesson, the one that Earth presents, billions of minds with as many half souls. They are all struggling because of those desires but they also have the knowledge and discipline to learn how to live in harmony. The spirit is strong and it should not be crushed but it needs to learn that other spirits matter as well.

And so we regress to the fifth dimension, sometimes even further down, as this is the first world where our souls are let to roam completely free, they get selfish for a second there and so we are thrown back to more perfect worlds that are harder to stray from, the ones ruled with minds. The sixth dimension, the world with endless choices to be made, our home now, the one that we walk multiple times but never two lifetimes one after another, it is the most important step as the soul was given to us for a reason, do not let anyone tell you otherwise.

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She stood there when the tigers had huge tusks, when the first men stepped on a frozen land. She was there, waiting as her vision had been connected with the others and she knew the first batch of students were incoming. She was older then, ready to say goodbye and return almost immediately, be born as a human, half the divine, and half her own creations. Her father would be proud.

She was born once more and she hoped for the better in the humans, after all a part of her was them now. But she knew that her lands were created to be the biggest challenge yet and so she died from another humans blade back then. She woke up as a baby, into a mothers arms, she grew old in her own world one time after another. One in a million, that was how hard the trial was, she saw most of the souls again and again but some did get to go to the final dimension.

Egypt was exciting, Babylon was beautiful, she loved the opportunity the visitors in their ships brought. Maybe the lack of knowledge was what was keeping them stuck on her planet, they were not prepared for the challenge of the soul. Human minds, so complicated and so relatable to her at the same time. After all, they were half of the angel and half of her and her father.

Out of all creatures created no other had that much free will, the mind of an angel, the faithful warrior was always the dominant part in all of the other civilizations, the ones that thrived and found piece faster and more efficiently, the ones who did not call Eden their home and had no desire to live with the angels.

Her feet touched the sands of deserts and rocks of mountains, she went through the endless cycle infinite times. She had promised to stay there, to nudge them in the right direction when possible, on all the seven planets. Her being was split, in parts scattered around different universes and even though she came straight from the divine, her mind got blurry. She recalled through her dreams of the past long lost, her soul always knew of her task but her memory could not recall the faces of those who had stayed behind, in Eden.

Her family, her younger brother, her father and the men that she loved and the others she admired, she stayed here, on our planet, to make sure that her own children, all of them, reached the destination and home that was waiting. As for the spirit, the most independent thinker of them all, she had a flame in her, burning forever.

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Have a great day, today, tomorrow and forever,
Linda