·#personalhistories #writing
In my life I met a lot of crazy people. I had an stormy life and some friends told me to write about it. A kind of therapy and because some of them are to much for being real
Here I go and hope you like :
NURY'S HISTORY : "twin flames and sickness"
I lost my job 2 years ago and I have to left my house without paying. Life. I'm a musician , so I play with a lot of people. People sometimes helps- Nury was a 52 years old woman. Single, no friends, teacher and
narcissistic. This woman, Nury, helped me when I get homeless.
When I lost my job and had to ask for help until I got another one. She opened the doors of her house until I got a job. The first days were acceptable. Whe eat together and also watch movies or talk about life ( Talking about life is the point in this history.. her life). Whe played in the same band and living together was not good or bad, it was a life-lesson that teaches me that Im in good health.
I came across with a woman who only watches romantic movies and cried because the man she loved till 30 years ago was married and didin't say nothing to her.
Every night, He sat down to watch romantic movies and dreamed that the love of his life would be declared at any time.. Because he lied about her feelings because he had children and was responsable , perfect and a real Man.
I came across with the "twin flames" , she told me that they were not together because the last union of that style was that of jesus and magdalena. This union of twin flames would generate a collapse in the world, which, we are not prepared to see.
I played with her band and share some meals when she needed it. Nury was single and has no friends. I was 23 when I met her and I felt uncomfortable with the passage of time because he has a big obsession : this man who works with her since she was 20 and is in love with her but he dont want to say it because he is afraid to be happy.
She told me that she was in love with a Man since 30years ago. She call him "Twin Flame". At first I laugh in my inside but I keep looking at her pretending to understand or just being empathic.
She says that she went to a lot of witches to make him love her but it doesn't work because isn't awake and doesn't dare to take over his feelings for Nury. This man was married with a woman that , Nury said, doesn't love him like nury does. She only wanted his money and uses him to fuck and pay plastic surgerys. Bizarre and beautifull history. The first night I watched a romantic movie with her because my politely, she was alone and I was going mad and was figthing with myself, sometimes is good to watch a bad movie.
Nury cried and told me that she wanted that man, a man who loved her. I asked her if the "Love of his life"
Once, She had a bath and told me that he felt him masturbating himself... "I felt him, he was touching himself and thinking about me. He loves me but he is afraid" That shit every fucking night. She cried because he doesn't talk with her at work ..
She cried. Screamed and talked.. talked.. talked.. talked.. for hours about this man.
She considerered herself a witch who was too high for this world. She was suffering because she is the most cleverest woman in the world. And of course, a brave woman for loving tha man who was afraid of being happy.
This man has a name wich I've forgotten. But I don't care.. lets call him "Max"
Max was a christian married man. He was a musical teachear just like nury , but a little bit more balanced one talkingabout relationship.
He told nury that he doesn't love her. He asked her to stop talking , asking and goind behind him when he gets the bus. (She told me so. That she followed him when he arrived and when he left work)
I left the house because Nury's mom, a woman of 90s years old told Nury to kick-me out. Yes. imagine your mother (90) and you (50`s) telling you that you must kicked out a person that you are helping by heart ( I think) because you don't want your daugther to have friends, people around or even.. be happy.
My face at that moment was unique. I don't remember as well what did I do.. but I left and return to my city and Nury get angry with me because I don't play with her anymore for 2 things:
-I came back to my city. 900km away from her. And her I'm in my happy place
- She was a freak and didin't looked into a mirror to get shape of herself. 50's and your mother tells you what to do. 50`s and you believe that your loved one is a man who told you that doesn't loved you at leats, 5 times, and you continue your fucking shit.. Twin flames are for 15's people
Get you shit together
Do you want me to tell you more about Nury?
I don't know what do you think about #twinflames but this case is too much heavy.
People can't take care of themselves and gives the responsability to other one who in this case, has his own life and doesn't want to be with you. I feel that this twins flame's fans don't love themselves. They prefer a planotic relationship, false and disney one than a real one.. with pain, talks, fears and darkness in the table.
Does Disney have the fault? #disney
Society has raised broken princresses.. and TV has make them real.. I think with my darky brain.