UNTALENTED CONTEST

THEME: WHO YOU ARE

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This is my participation of the "UNTALENTED CONTEST" hosted by @surpassinggoogle

"WHO AM I ???"

This is one of my letterings I used to do when I was high school especially when breaktime or no teachers. I used to write or draw like this at the back of my notebooks.

WHO AM I ???, I'm a happy, caring, crazy, optimistic, and a dreamer person. I don't know really if there's more. Suddenly I'm thinking who really am I ?? It is really challenging for me.

Now I'm listening to the music one of my favorite songs "WHO YOU ARE" by Jessie J to inspire me to do this but I put in a very low volume so I still focus on writing.

I'm a wife and a mom. I'm having a 2 kids soon. I already have Amy and very soon Inshaallah I will have baby Adam. So I will have a baby boy next week. It's very exciting and it will be complete because I have a little girl now and soon I will have a baby boy. I'm so bless.

My life is so colorful it been shine like a rainbow but it been so dark too. Lots of struggles and mistakes I've done and faced in my life but I'm still fighting.

My life it's not easy. You might see me as a very happy person but deep inside "broken and very emotional" because of my parents problem, family problem and friends problem. Lots of problems ! 😂

But that's OK that's part of life. Problems makes me stronger. The more I feel hurt and broken I will fight it and to show that I can overcome all of these problems.

"I'M A HAPPY PERSON"

These photos are showing sometimes I enjoy my life hahah. I'm happy and super crazy person. Sometimes I think I need medication lol.

I love to laugh and I talk to much haha..coz I love to make people laugh. This is who I am. Sometimes I am really crazy because the way I joke and the way I laughed.

I'm so happy if I make someone's happy or smile. Being my happiness I forgot sometimes that I have a problem and it helps me to enjoy my life.

What makes me happy ??? Family time, My kids, shopping, chitchat with my friends, if I done something good or very well, if I helped someone, and of course FOODS. Those are makes me so happy.

"Happiness is my medicines of my loneliness or sadness"

"CHALLENGES IN MY LIFE"

As I remember this photo was taken 3 years ago. I was part of the training to save others lives when disaster or emergency situations come. It was one of my project when I was in college.

I had a lot of struggles in my life and for sure there's more. I'm a fighter but a I'm a bit weak.

I love challenges, this is how I see myself if I'm a fighter and strong. I couldn't count how many challenges I faced in my life. There was a time I succeed and there was a time I lose.

Who could believe this is my 2nd life now ? I had a major surgery before when I was in 5th grade and I think I was 11 yrs. old.

I had few lumps or cease around my body. We thought it was normal cease only. Lucky my favorite aunt gave us a coupon where I can avail a free surgery from Chinese medical group.

This coupon she receiving this every year from her job and thankfully she gave to my mom for me to solve my health problems.

When we went there and I had operation by Chinese medical group. They were gonna decline me and send me to the other hospital but they couldn't because it was already cut and open around my tummy.

So they ask for help to other doctor. I think they were 4 doctors helping and doing the operation for me. Fortunately it was successful surgery.

They talked to my mom and they said your daughter is lucky. She don't have a normal cease if we didn't remove the lump from inside it will turn to cancer.

When I was recovery from operation I started to feel great and all my lumps were gone.

I'm really thankful to those Chinese Medical Group. I think they still doing it every year and I think they visiting different country to offer free surgery.

I'm so lucky because they accept only normal cease not like the one I had. It wasn't normal cease what I got before. It was almost turning to cancer. As I remember my hair was starting to fall to bald hair. I didn't know that was the sign of my cease turning to cancer.

So for me.. it's like 2nd life for me. At young age I experienced the major surgery. And there's more my caesarean surgery before from my first pregnancy haysss !!!!! 😂 and next week again !!! huh help me Allah ..

"I'M A DREAMER BUT I'M NOT ACHIEVER"

I'm a dreamer but I'm not achiever. This one of my problems in my life. I have a lots of dreams but I'm not achiever

Maybe beacause lack of support from my family and friends and I doubt myself. There's always bothering in my mind. Always doubt and not believing myself.

I draw myself ! This is me. I'm a dreamer and trying to reach my dream but I give up so easy. I'm like a small plant when disaster come it will destroy easy.

"These are my Dreams":

"This dreams when I was little girl"

• Teacher
• Actress
• Miss universe ...lol
• Model
• Actress

"Teenager Dream"

• Reporter
• Stewardess

"This is my real dream now"

• to be a successful business woman
• to help people and kids from poverty(especially street kids)

See !! I am such a dreamer but I'm not achiever.

I read a blog from @surpassinggoogle . This blog it really inspire me read here. If your remember sir Terry I put a comment on your blog that I learned something new today.

What I've learned from that day was your words "LAZY TO QUIT" . I thinks these words will helps me to achieve my goals and dreams.

It's funny because I am naturally lazy woman but your laziness is awesome! "I'M LAZY TO QUIT". If I've been like you for sure I achieved my dreams already long time ago.

These words woke me up from my sleeping dreams! These words I'm starting to apply now in my life and I believe if I do this I will go far , I will go to the top and i will be successful someday.

I will keep going and fighting to reach to the top. And I'm so thankful that I found Steemit and I found you. You are so unselfish and great mentor. I don't know really how thank you because you've been so helpful to minnows like us.

We are so greatful to have you as our mentor. You're being unselfishness helps a lot of people. Pls. don't change hehe. We love you so much.....

And Thanks again ... "I am Lazy to Quit now" . I learned this from you. I will never forget you.
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Thanks @surpassinggoogle for this "UNTALENTED CONTEST" and the theme : WHO YOU ARE

This is like a freedom writing for me. Where I can say what I want and I'm just being myself.

I hope the others who joined they enjoy this as well. Hehe. ..

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https://steemit.com/steemit/@surpassinggoogle/steemit-s-untalented-is-in-beta-participate-freely-because-every-participant-in-this-contest-will-win-something-no-losers

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