Good job on your commitment to keep going and not get discouraged.

Having read a fair majority of your work, I believe you tap into some truly great subconscious elements, particularly with regards to horror. Most of your writing is truly stellar, in my opinion, especially in the details you fill in with world building and internal consistency.

Keep at it, and I have every confidence you will find a publisher that can work with you productively. I encourage you to be open to their feedback when it comes, and be willing to make at least some changes, as they are far more likely to understand what will be commercially successful.

Cheers!