WHAT IF SHE IS WHAT IF SHE'S NOT(I know she is) MIXED FEELINGS....

Don't blame me if I think the way I am, the society has thought me so many things, to trust and not to trust, to love and not to love, to fight and hold our peace.

Bad things, a lot of bad things, wishinn on me, pressure on me to do it, but deep down in me I don't want to do it, I respect you, even if you think I don't, I have be fooled, but doesn't change my destination, it only makes the heart much complicated and that's the reason I think this way.

Why should I think this way? Yes am a human, and it's not just what we where taught about love we get often, I know I have to give you time and you could conclude am not patient, you could say I should get it somewhere else. Am scared to be heart much broken again, you giving much assurance, and that I could say it's a promise which you can't say.

Dear, would you expect me to have all characteristic of a perfect man? No! Some of the part for me to be perfect is in you, I see what I lack in you and I value you more than the most expensive diamond you could ever think of.

Dear the sky is not empty today, I could see stars of different sizes and brightness, that's how you brighten my empty heart, how could I let you go, when I know finding another you, won't be possible, I cherish you heart code....

You don't know how important you are to me, I cried because I told myself I won't hurt you with words from my mouth or my action, don't just know what happened.... Please let's get through it.....