Still fighting...

in zappl •  6 years ago 

I thought I could resist the rat race. I have always seen myself as a unique girl who is capable of everything and can never be a looser. I fought for a long time. I stayed up past my bed time. I worked mostly in every place and chased every opportunity. Now I am tired. I spent years having the same routine. Go to work, come back home, watch TV and sleep. I couldnt live my life the way I really wanted it to be. I couldnt make my dreams true. I feel everything going on here is just about survival. I am not sure if I can do this for the next years. It is never explicitly said to you that you need to live on your own and have a good life. Meet someone, have a family, kids and have those kids be more successful than your are. But somehow you feel the pressure all the time mostly when they ask you "how is your job going". And the answer remains the same "Everything is good".

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Its very much how I feel about in my own life the same ol routine its just so freaking boring not sure how people can get a job build a family and honestly say they are truly happy when the world is so big @hanen and not only that but having "the right job" consists of atleast for 5 days a week losing about 9 hours during your active state..not really spending time with family really either...

Keep going until you can break free...took me years, and its still been very difficult at times Keep following your heart and never give up :-)

Thats what I keep telling to myself everyday to stay strong :(

That's deep.

Hello @hanen So beautiful photography Green CLR and Red folower I see your post every day, Your posts are good You write well I pray You can succeed in the coming life I'd love to meet you I will be with each of your posts That you will be a successful person one day You should work harder Thank you very much You can become a successful man God always keeps your family happy Always be happy

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very nice

Thank you :)