BlogHide Resteemsnaejeille (34)in writing • 6 years agoThe sameI told you I could never hate you, but as the days go on a little piece of me has grown to. You destroyed me. I don't know how you got so far in, but when you tore back out you left me wounded.…naejeille (34)in photography • 6 years agoHa Long Bay, VietnamTaken on Samsung Galaxy S9 Plusnaejeille (34)in photography • 6 years agoCambodian CountrysideTaken on Samsung Galaxy S9 plus.naejeille (34)in writing • 6 years agoHold onHappiness is fleeting. It comes in waves. There will be days where nothing makes you happy. Days when the world feels like a joke. You will suffer and you will hurt. It will feel like the walsr…naejeille (34)in writing • 6 years agoWallsI'm staring at the walls. Staring at the ceiling. Empty is my default state. I don't know how to love. To be loved. I can't trust the words they speak. Liars. I want to disappear.naejeille (34)in writing • 6 years agoVoiceThere is a voice in my head and it screams at me all day long. Oh how it screams. "Don't let go. Don't let him walk away" I try everything I can think of short of a guillotine to stop the…naejeille (34)in writing • 6 years agoPushPush me away. I could feel you fade. Why did you come here? I don't want to be broken. Can't you see? Can't you feel it? You turned your back, when you were the one who put yourself in front…naejeille (34)in photography • 6 years agoBreakwallThe breakwall gave us the moon.naejeille (34)in writing • 6 years agoMomentsWhat am I afraid of? Now that I have you, it means I could lose you. When I give you my trust, it means you can break it. When I let you in, it means you can leave. Though, I'm only ever…naejeille (34)in writing • 7 years agoWovenI pictured us laid in front of an open fire, passing a joint in the glow. That heady feeling, your eyes become weighted. With our consciousness altered, we set off talking into the night. Our…naejeille (34)in writing • 7 years agoLivingEveryone always wants Something bigger than what they have. They search for meaning, Search for grandiose experience. They are missing the point. Wind moving through trees, That's fucking…naejeille (34)in writing • 7 years ago32 hours, no sleepThe sun rises, but it's covered by clouds. I watch the sky slowly illuminate with my dinner plate pupils. My body begins to betray me, but my mind still races in circles and wavy lines with no…naejeille (34)in photography • 7 years agoEarly morningnaejeille (34)in writing • 7 years agoSinkingThere are some ships worth going down with. The sinking is such sweet torture. Hold your breath. You're going to touch the bottom. It's a long way to flail back up, In an ocean so deep and…naejeille (34)in photography • 7 years agoSkynaejeille (34)in photography • 7 years agoGardennaejeille (34)in writing • 7 years agoMessBefore you rushed out the door, you glanced at the rubbish, left behind from the dinner you'd eaten. "I feel bad for leaving a mess" If only you knew, you'd already left a mess, many times…naejeille (34)in photography • 7 years agoTwo treesnaejeille (34)in writing • 7 years agoIn my handsIn my hands, I hold my heart. I tried to give it to you, but you didn't understand. You didn't understand that I wanted you to hold it. I wanted you to keep it safe. I wanted you to have it…naejeille (34)in writing • 7 years agoHeart SickI lay awake, staring into nothing. Thoughts swirl, like tornados. My mind is infected. My heart is sick. There is a poison within me. I feel it in my bones, in my flesh. It seems to grow with…
