BlogHide Resteemswordstoliveby (45)in covid • 4 years agoThe new normalWhat does the new normal mean ? What does it mean to me, in that what I do differently now than I did 6 months ago and why do the words ‘a new normal’ bother me? What’s changed ? on the whole I…wordstoliveby (45)in life • 4 years agoAre you missing me.I saw an old work colleague today and I was excited to see her and catch up on all the gossip - I notice how when faced with an person or someone connected to a situation in my past that didn’t end…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoComparisonWhy do I still troll social media looking at pictures is people I know and compare myself to them, women of a certain age group? What am I missing here about myself, in fact I’m not missing…wordstoliveby (45)in self • 5 years agoLearning to careOn from yesterday’s post regarding Mac - today I am looking at how nothing changes unless we apply ourselves consistently - I am looking at the word grateful ness today and how each day there is…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoMacOnce upon a time, 5 years ago if we are going to be exact a Birman cat Mac and his sister Mittens came into my life, yesterday we put Mac to sleep, to say that I am upset is an understatement.…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoWho are you within Covid 19 ?With all the fear and panic going around I asked myself the question- who am I within Covid 19? Whether or not it’s man made, spread by bats, or doesn’t exist at all, I found myself buying into…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoWho the ‘hell’ am II forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to information as a point of spitefulness, because I believe that it gives me an edge over others I forgive myself that I have…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoWhat the F***Where does worry come from, why am I panicking about things that may never happen ? What is it that makes me doubt that there could be a ‘positive’ outcome? I have been through many ‘scrapes’ if…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoGuilt of behaving in a certain wayIn a chat with a friend recently I commented on how in my life I have put others down in an attempt to make myself look/feel better as I perceive it. Why would I do this ? Why make another feel…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoMy own fox huntToday I witnessed a fox hunt - I knew they were still happening and I live near a prominent royal country home, where the biggest hunt in the UK was taking place, but I had never seen such horses…wordstoliveby (45)in self • 5 years agoBack to SelfIt’s ok to not always have to make a point/ to be right. I noticed at times how I was tempted to kind of fight to get my point across/words heard by others, for someone to agree with me and get…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoDrama queen 👸I got to thinking today about drama and whether life is better or worse with drama in it? Do I create my own drama as a form of entertainment? Do I enjoy watching drama on tv, do I judge drama as…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoShort love story...I read a story on Facebook where a man wanted to leave his wife, because he ‘found happiness’ elsewhere - they had a fairly young daughter and in all the time they had been married had no real…wordstoliveby (45)in ageing • 5 years agoOmg I’m getting olderToday I visited an aunt that I haven’t seen for a few years - it made me a little sad and I was shocked to see how she had aged so much, her husband also has given in to old age and along with the…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoBeauty and the BeastI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief within and as me that I need to compare myself to others - and within this seek to find ‘good things’ about myself through…wordstoliveby (45)in yoga • 5 years agoTrust in myself and othersI have realised lately how I am not fully living the word trust; there are still deeply routed memories that strike an ingrained level of hurt from being what I call ‘shit on’ in the past and from…wordstoliveby (45)in selfhelp • 5 years agoLittle miss angryI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief within and as me that another is responsible for how I experience myself as anger and annoyance. I forgive myself that I…wordstoliveby (45)in selfhelp • 5 years agoDesteni ToolsWell its been a busy month for me - first world problems you could say a couple of holidays and a house move, I noticed at times how I put my body under a state of preparation, thinking I had to…wordstoliveby (45)in selfhelp • 5 years agoDesteni ToolsWell its been a busy month for me - first world problems you could say a couple of holidays and a house move, I noticed at times how I put my body under a state of preparation, thinking I had to…wordstoliveby (45)in desteni • 5 years agoLiving panic as meRecently I was in a situation where I had very little room, I was boxed in a seat and my legs wedged against the seat in front, my feet felt hot and I remembered an old feeling of panic “what if I…
