Stay There For Me.

"As the night of the starsless sky tries to shake me here, I try to be steadfast now without you the love that always accompanies" so the word judika, and that's what I feel tonight. Maybe he's not my soul mate so tonight I received his wedding invitation from him.

I can not bear this feeling, I do not want to dissolve in the sadness, but I can not hold back the tears that every time must flow when remembered about us, all this time together should end up like this? I do not know what the reason I did not know. I always try to be sincere but not as easy as I imagine.

My tears feel dry already, right now I'm right in the middle of the wedding, it can not even tears anymore, I try to survive for her sake. Their smile is a tear to me their happiness is sadness for me.



After I thought I was no longer able to, it was time for me to leave it, I walked to the aisle, I greeted one by one of them, now I am right in front of the former, I slowly menggemgam his hand with a heavy heart I say "wishing you all the best in you new life ".

Seen he just nodded wordlessly, I could not hold my grief, I quickly hugged him for my deep sorrow, maybe this last hug for him, on my right side visible pengakin woman who also shed tears, who constantly wiped it with tisue, it looks he tried to toughen.

He gently rubbed my head in a white hijab. "I'm sorry" he whispered to my ear and then took off my arms. Maybe it's time to sincerely willing to forget everything, happy happy and goodbye.

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