Trying to hold on..

in anathema •  6 years ago 

..just wanted to say I'm sorry for not posting anything in the last week or so, it is due to my spine killing me with pain at its worst, that slows me a lot..

'need a new spine..'

..still, wanted to inform my followers that I'm working in a couple of drawings, also a couple of recycle bins made out of cardboard, and trying to continue the wallet mentioned in one previous post.

And as soon as possible I'll get back to You with 'news' about the little projects

Meanwhile You can check my other blog Não quero mas vou.. ('Don't want but go..') or one of the pages I have there with some photographies (some already are, and others will probably be featured here, or n0t xÐ..) blergh.. · quando apetece postar algo mais "meu".. (blergh.. · when wanting to post something more "mine"..), if interested, You'll see a couple of bits from and of the previous 'me'..

With that said, I leave with a couple lyrics from the 2nd album of Riverside,
"Second Life Syndrome" (2005), 1st and last songs of the album, After, and Before (I freakin' love this band..)

After

I can't take any more
I can't breathe
I'm sick of this god damn darkness,
Sick of sadness and tears I throw it all up every single day
Together with last night's dinner
I have lost myself completely
I have convinced myself I am someone else
For God's sake,
I need to be real
I need touch
I need... people?
I have to turn my life around...
But... I will still be myself, won't I...?

Before

I've become resistant to myself
To my weaknesses and pain
I've become the one who wants to live
And just feel alive again
I've changed myself
I've become addicted to being strong
Started out my second life
And the remnants of your tears and smiles
Shift deleted from my mind
Without knowing how it hurts...
I feel safe
Without knowing how it hurts...
I feel safe
Is this
What I
Really
Wanted?

All the rights of the songs goes to their respective owners, please buy their albums and merchandise, support them!!

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But I'm really out of here, can't stand more this crappy pain..
Love You all ❤,
In Lak'ech Ala K'in

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