this world is full of suffering, deceit, and confusion. there is truth out there, you just have to want it and seek it. seek God with all your heart and He will answer you. because He is waiting with open arms. all you have to do is believe and He will save you and give you eternal life. believe that he was born, lived a sinless life, suffered and died on the cross to pay for your sins, and rose again on the 3rd day. that's all you have to do. then, out of gratitude, you obey His Word, The Holy Bible. The Bible will teach you to live for God and in His likeness. you will experience peace, joy, and love like never before. you will be reconciled with God, be forgiven, redeemed by Christ's blood. all a free gift from God because of His grace, His unmerited favor toward us, even though we deserve nothing but hell.
so, will you make that decision right now?
pray and tell God you have sinned:
(not worshiped Him, have worshiped other things, have taken His name is vain, haven't been part of His church, dishonored your parents, have murdered (hated), have committed adultery (looked with lust), have stolen (even something small), have lied, have coveted (jealousy))
tell Him you are sorry, ask Him to forgive you, to save your soul, and He will do exactly that!
God bless you!