Omar,
It's a shame to see you powering down. I know from your videos that STEEM has been one of your top holdings. Don't let the FUD cause you to sell the bottom. There's still a lot being built on this blockchain if you are paying attention. You are earning STEEM by posting videos, but having a decent stake and not putting that STEEM power to work for you was limiting your gains on what you were holding.
In any case, I hope your outlook improves in the future and you hang onto those keys. You might also want to upload your videos to Threespeak as there are a lot of whales supporting that site.
SP