Family Man

Hi im just your average faimly man with 3 sons one of which just graduated and now i feel old. I have a boring job that pays the bills but not enough to save to have a new car and be able to buy a new house. I am not boring though i love to make people laugh and I love to make people happy. I am trying to make an extra income to help with those possible futures for my kids since i was not able to give that to my oldest. I just started to make youtube videos promoting Bitconnect.co and USITech because i need to be able to supplement my income if something happens to me or my family. My father has already given me the hint of his passing soon which scares me and makes me cry. That is another reason i need to make extra income and that is to be able to bring my parents closer to me before they pass. I don't have the time to take off to travel 2 hours to see them and they don't have the money to visit me because they cant work to make enough money to do the same. I cant say that i have blind hopes but upon til now karma through my life has always come back to me even when i have not done anything wrong. I would love to say that its not Karma but just bad luck but most people would think differently. I met the mother of children working with disabled children and at first we both agreed it was just a fling and we were not serious but that did not last because she was pregnant and of course that is how thing snowballed from there. My wife's grandmothers and mother were going through tough times and soon passed away but before that could happen we were forced to move in a small town and area knowing that the job and money making opportunities were scarce. I have seen and done a lot in life but most of it was because i had to and it was forced. I have to say that i have always lived for other people other then myself. Most would say that is not life and that is not going to make you happy but as i said I love to make people happy and i love to make people laugh. I have thoughts and feelings but i want my family safe and happy and i want them to see dad as role model and i want them to see that i did everything i could to make their dreams come true!